11/4/24

I got my things taken again today for seemingly no reason, I was really out of it during school. Like my eyes were glazed over and shit it was not fun. I finished my thresher shark painting and ruined my uniform with teal paint, but its whatever.

I'm gonna apply to work at the hospital near my house, it pays really well and has good hours. Though I really don't know where I'm going to find the motivation. Today was such a mess, I couldn't listen to any music, couldn't talk to anyone, and had a doctors appointment that took way longer than it should've. I finally got to text people at like 5pm or something. 

I feel a little better now, but not very well because of my meds. I still can't find them. It's going to really fuck with me.