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Category: Life
my body is not my own my mind is not my own my hands are not my own my mouth is not my own my eyes are not my own nothing is mine its all his i dont know who he is but its all his and i cant control it when i look into the mirror that is not me thats not my hands writing thats not my mouth talking that isnt my mind thinking and its definitely not my eyes seeing » Continue Reading
Category: Life
theres someone in the mirror and that someone isnt me. they look like me, they move like me, but they aren't me. i'm going insane and i cant do anything about it, talking to a therapist has never helped me and its not like im leaving out any parts of it, i was open with her. at some point she cried, not even because she felt sympathy, just because she couldn't understand me. am i really that bad? ... » Continue Reading
Category: Life
i feel so alone. i have plenty of friends who would talk to me, friends who would listen to me vent and friends who would try to help me but none of them would understand. since 2024 started ive felt dazed and scared, as if im being watched and as if im not me. the only thing thats keeping me from falling apart completely is the song army dreamers by kate bush. ive been looping it for the past 6 h... » Continue Reading
Category: Blogging
im actually going insane i want to rip open my neck and rip everything out of it and scratch the insides RAHGHHGTUOHJJRLKH » Continue Reading
Category: Life
i have a severe itch but its inside of my neck no matter how much i scratch it wont go away i want to rip open my skin and go "itch itch itch scratch scratch scratch" » Continue Reading
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