"spaced out "
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I feel like my dreams actually mean something to me now. I feel like it's the common ground where you can be your natural self, even find everyone else's natural selves. You don't have to preform, you can take your mask off, and exists with no limits. I've still never have been able to lucid dream, but I'll have these moments of clarity, even after I wake up. is this the first step to psycosis? w... » Continue Reading
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I don't know if this is a sign of depression, I don't know if this is truly how I think I feel about this summer yet, but hopefully I'll be able to look into something. I'll definitely do something, I won't be bored all year, but maybe I should start being comfortable by myself again. Maybe I should also get a different job, that's something I'll have to think about after I study abroad. Oh yeah, ... » Continue Reading
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“ I read your diary, every line I wanna drink your words like wine .“ » Continue Reading
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ugh just a quick blurb to get this off my mind. My ex said it was too hard for him to have friends of the opposite gender cuz they always fall in love with him and honestly, unfortunately, relatable. GOD ITS SO ANNOYING. Like I get it, I’m hot and friendly. If I have to reject another person ima just be an asshole abt it at this point. I hate tryna “let them down gently,” I’ve done that waayyyy to... » Continue Reading
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(I’m getting pain waves just writing the title) THEE one. My first actual love, the one ive written on here about back when i was all heartbroken. Here I am, 2 years later writing about him still. I doubt he’d read this so I’m posting my feelings here. I don’t think he ever had access to my MySpace; I don’t think he ever really cared to tbh. I think I need closure. I think I need him here. I ju... » Continue Reading
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Movies have a solid start and finish (if it’s a good one) and I’m worried about how my movie ends. I think it’s sometimes concerning how I interpret my life as ‘story concepts’. Whether I experience betrayal, new love interests, reoccurring characters, I still wonder how my movie ends. My movie, my season finale, whatever. It’s funny bc the other day I realized if an inconvenience ever happens, I... » Continue Reading
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I love reading what ppl have to say when no one listens, that feels like this website. Too many ppl are posting all at once so I doubt mine would get any traction, but it’s still fun :) I♥️Bloggin » Continue Reading
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-- At least no one I know. This shit is like my public diary. 'diary' is kind of a cringe word to be using as a 20-year-old, but you get the vibe. It's like a digitally vandalized billboard you'd see on your way to work, red spray paint and all. I don't give a fuck what I say on here, because no one is going to search for it, and I love it. mmmm idk, maybe like 3 (??) people know of its existenc... » Continue Reading
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Crying abt Everything Everywhere All at Once because of how much I relate to the daughter. From her relationship with her mom, to her saying “I’m tired”. Just being tired. I’m tired. https://youtu.be/-wSuacbzpRY?si=PgcXsA_3JYtBmxDG » Continue Reading
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