just when i thought the world had ended, his eyes met with mine. Probably the most beautiful eyes ive ever seen. Brown and adorned with long lashes. i never understood why people find him so unattractive. to me, he's beautiful, i used to think only in my dreams he'd be with me, that he'd never care or even look my way, theres better girls out there. but he's here now. he's not perfect, we're young... » Continue Reading
went with my family today to walmart. but this time we went to the bigger walmart thats 2 towns away from me. i felt very luxurious. i just got mochi ice cream and pocky sticks so thats cool, theyre pretty good. i was just looking around the store with my brothers. ik its not rlly a special trip but i got to see my dad a bit, i dont rlly see him all day or rlly talk to him, i havent had a conversa... » Continue Reading
was gonna go to the pool today with my best friend but its closed againnnn :(( even tho the guy that was cleaning there said it would be open today :// i might go tomorrow but hes gonna bring his other friends so im stuck overthinking everything. they are nice ppl but i dont rlly talk to them. butttttt something exciting that might happen is i might go to my old girlfirends house :D i hadnt talked... » Continue Reading
my summer's been pretty boring. today i was gonna go to the pool with my only friend but turns out it was closed :( whyyyyyy i rarely go out and on the day i was planning to, i cant :(((( but eh at least i got to go to mexico this summer and see my family, that was pretty cool even tho i only stayed a week :/ i did go to my grandmas house over there, the last time i was there was in 2020 (the wors... » Continue Reading
hey guysss its been a long time, remember all that stuff ab me wanting to be pretty? well i think its paying off, ive rlly gotten into looksmaxxing and subliminals. massages, skincare, exercising. im doing everything. ive lost some face fat and my nose has depuffed. i just wanna prove evryone wrong. everyone whos said i was too skinny, anyone who called my hair "witch hair" well look at my hair no... » Continue Reading
today's a bad day because i thought it was thursday. i was excited for friday only to look at my computer screen and find out it's barely wednesday. :/ ugh friday hurry up >:( » Continue Reading
im trying my bestttt, im being productive and eating well. staying hydrated, even started doing workouts for my jawline. god knows i wanna be the prettiest. that way when im older i can get invited to parties xd i wanna party everydayyyy, get high with my future friends and try lsd :D god i wanna do so many things later in life. i wanna go around the worlddd, watch the moon from every angle. inste... » Continue Reading
Im thinking about the near future. I really wanna change, yk be pretty :( i dont feel that way rn but im rlly trying my best :'( i just wanna be like other girls, i wanna be taken seriously and have sooooo many friends. so yeah i just want tips on how to make my nose prettier. i think that will fix everything. also getting braces :) i think i'll get them soon. hopefully that makes a change. i thin... » Continue Reading