Saw this on someone else's blog, basically an extended "About Me" to throw together personal information in a post to pin. I'm pionoplayer, I'm new to Spacehey and likely to keep to myself unless someone else reaches out first, in which case I'll probably talk way too much. I'm in my mid twenties in a world that's going nowhere good with a body and brain that manage to be my biggest obstacles in l... » Continue Reading
My daily posts are on indefinite hiatus. As it turns out, doing them is actually weirdly energy intensive and I have to manage my energy to absurd extents just to have anything resembling an okay life. They will return if I recover enough (song share first) and might happen intermittently before then if I want to. For now though, self care takes priority. » Continue Reading
Why is it so difficult to approach difficult aspects of my own life. Like, I get that this is a normal thing but WHY. Under what system is suffering and being damaged over and over by your own personal failings and neuroses a better default than addressing and resolving them. ESPECIALLY when I'm already taking the effort to try and dig into them and then my own brain sidesteps or blocks my path wi... » Continue Reading
I've been extremely sick the past couple of days but now I'm back enough to continue this. Today's song is... Walk-Stab-Walk by Eric Scheele from the Homestuck OST! Youtube link This is a weird song I'll admit. The "between" bits with the piano-percussion are a bit grating but I absolutely adore the actual melodic parts. » Continue Reading
I hurt a bit too much right now to give you guys a good ramble so if anyone reads this, go look up a few pictures of cute cats or something okay? Brighten up your day a little bit for me. » Continue Reading
Today's song is... You Can't Roller Skate In A Buffalo Herd by Roger Miller Youtube link I have a confession to make. The only Roger Miller songs I know are the ones he sang in the muppet show episode that featured him. Previous song of the day. » Continue Reading
I'm so tired. I slept for 12 hours last night and then thought I was okay at first but now I'm even more tired now and I barely did anything today » Continue Reading
Today's song is... On The Run by Shirobon Youtube link Soundcloud link Newgrounds link I love this song, it's super hype and a very good chase song like the title implies. Thi » Continue Reading
Please send help I can't stop writing trauma into my OCs' back stories she was supposed to be a funny mushroom fairy and now I've given her anxiety. » Continue Reading
Today's song is....Dead Shuffle by Mark Hadley from the Homestuck OST. YouTube link The midnight crew segments are some of my favorite in homestuck. I dunno, maybe I just wish we'd gotten more problem sleuth style silliness, is a style of humor and storytelling that doesn't really exist in a coherent extended form anywhere else. » Continue Reading
My emotions slide around way too much these days, I wish I knew how to keep a level eye on my energy level, I keep accidentally pushing so far into the stuff I want to do that I just totally break down halfway through the day and it makes actually accomplishing things really hard » Continue Reading
Today's song is... Istanbul Not Constantinople by They Might Be Giants! Youtube link I listened to a lot of They Might Be Giants as a kid. We had one of their little music video movies on dvd when I was younger, but this one in particular is probably my favorite of their songs as an adult. » Continue Reading