Daily Thoughts, 24 Apr '23

Why is it so difficult to approach difficult aspects of my own life. Like, I get that this is a normal thing but WHY. Under what system is suffering and being damaged over and over by your own personal failings and neuroses a better default than addressing and resolving them. ESPECIALLY when I'm already taking the effort to try and dig into them and then my own brain sidesteps or blocks my path with emotional overloads.

Getting sick of my subconscious' crap frankly.