(TW TW TW if you dont have a dissociative disorder or dont want it triggered dont read this i dont wanna feed into anyones self harmful thought patterns. also mention of self harm and other bad things TW TW) i miss dissociating. i miss the benzos. i miss the alcohol. i miss the sh. i miss the not thinking what i was doing. bein reckless.. i still make bad decisions no matter how hard i try not to... » Continue Reading
watched movie w my ex on call n i feel better but my night was a misery vvv scared but also possibly excited by what the future may have for me still repressing things,,, cant afford to be traumatized and miserable again thats how i ruined my life last time movie was "We're All Going to the World's Fair." » Continue Reading
Don't listen to what I have to say It probably is not important Tie it down, keep a lid on it Always the flower, never the florist I think that I've reached the breaking point I think I'm snapping these bolts and joints I think that I've fucking had enough Get in the ring, bitch, let's see who's tough I think that I'm putting myself first I think that I'm gonna fucking burst Been caged up like a f... » Continue Reading
Chihuahua, I'm a fucking brat Big and strong like a Dobermann Rip you apart like a Terrier Demolish, you were never there Fast as fuck like a pitty, oh I'm well-trained, play dead, sitty, oh I'm no pussy, no kitty, oh Until you're near, what a pity, oh Don't need a fucking leash Not scared to use my teeth Don't need a fucking leash Not scared to use my teeth Normally I'm no stray, you won't find m... » Continue Reading
intro survey made by account with name ponyo fish url blaseball BASIC INFO name: angel nickname: angel age: 22 pronouns: any birthday: nov 13th siblings: i have 6 half sibs 0 full sibs straight/bi/gay: agender n my sexuality is a mess job: i keep applying for jobs n they never call APPEARANCE hair color: dark blonde eye color: dark blue height: 158 cms ? ethnicity: dunno ? im white and latino look... » Continue Reading