(TW TW TW if you dont have a dissociative disorder or dont want it triggered dont read this i dont wanna feed into anyones self harmful thought patterns. also mention of self harm and other bad things TW TW) i miss dissociating. i miss the benzos. i miss the alcohol. i miss the sh. i miss the not thinking what i was doing. bein reckless.. i still make bad deci » Continue Reading
watched movie w my ex on call n i feel better but my night was a misery vvv scared but also possibly excited by what the future may have for me still repressing things,,, cant afford to be traumatized and miserable again thats how i ruined my life last time movie was "We're All Going to the World's Fair." » Continue Reading