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"Losing my mind"

16 y/o trans dude stuck in Florida

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Getting my materials tmrw

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For my Pomni cosplay!! I'm super excited bc she's not the kinda character I usually cosplay so it's gonna be interesting And I'm entering the lip sync comp at the con, im probly gonna have to do Body by Mother Mother bc i can't think of any other songs T~T » Continue Reading

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New cosplay in the works

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Last minute decision since the con is less than a month away (scary, i know) but my hyperfixation took over and i'm cosplaying Pomni from The Amazing Digital Circus Ofc i'm entering this into a competition sooo im making the whole thing from scratch :') In less then a month :'') » Continue Reading

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Finally back

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I have no idea how to blog T^T I know I keep saying I'm coming back here, but I'm FINALLY back for good Shit got real tough in the last few months and I kinda disconnected from everything for a bit but I'm back! » Continue Reading

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Trying to be more active

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my mental health is killing me so it's been hard to stay active here but I really do want to be here » Continue Reading

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BACK AGAIN

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gah i keep leaving but i'm finally back (hopefully for good this time) if anyone actually sees this how ya doing? wanna be friends? i'm lonely :') » Continue Reading

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Been real confused lately

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I guess ive been on a self discovery journey and whatever and ive noticed some stuff within myself that i guess might be sorta important so im not diagnosed with DID, BPD, OSDD, or anything like that and i really dont think i have any of them (i think this is totally different but im not entirely sure) but ive noticed that i have a few different "selves" or "personalities" that i switch between an... » Continue Reading

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im backkk again

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im just finding it really hard to be active on here lol uhhh does anyone wanna be friends i feel like i dont get a lot of interaction on here which is definitely partially my fault but i do wanna make some friends i dont really have a dni list mainly just if youre chill with me i'll be chill with you (and i'll be wary if youre over 18 but as long as youre chill and not creepy we're good) i rly wan... » Continue Reading

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how does one even blog

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idk i feel like nobody is gonna interact with my blogs anyway so i kinda feel like i have no reason to be on here maybe im just sad im not sure but update i did get a therapist » Continue Reading

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name change?

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im thinking abt changing my name again like im thinking abt Allister but also i really like Way, Neptune, and one other that i somehow managed to forget just now :/ agh idk names are difficult and i feel really guilty bc i just came out as trans to my brother and my dad but i dont really feel totally like a boy? like i still feel kinda in between but also neither but also idk gender is just too co... » Continue Reading

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anyone know this game? (also vent but only at the end)

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its called The Beginner's Guide  it was made by the same ppl as those who made the Stanley Parable and i cant remember if it really got the recognition it deserved i really really like this game but huge tw for depression and social anxiety and stuff like that i just feel like i see myself in that game and it hurts but it feels safe and i feel seen when i play or watch it i really hope im not the ... » Continue Reading

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ughhh

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i'm just so stressed out T^T i have too much to do and too much family and friend stuff going on its just too much im losing friends and theyre all becoming backstabbers and i just dont know what to do i just hope things get better soon :( » Continue Reading

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SORRYYYY

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omg im so sry ive been offline ive been so busy and nobody really interacts with me on here anyone wanna be friends? » Continue Reading

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