"screaming automatic pain"
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Category: Life
erruhm I'm practically on the brink– of, or so it seems, bodily shut-down, failure of the mind, and complete depletion of any and all awareness in regards to my being– when soon I'll be but a mere shell of who I once was, untainted (IF ever I was such). Or, granted immunity to my potential suffering, let » Continue Reading
Category: Blogging
brainspill Occasionally, everything feels O-K– you know? When, for a moment, there’s a stillness, or quiet, removed from that of the usual dread (not far removed, evidently) » Continue Reading
Category: Life
My crippling loneliness, pension for nothing, delusion of a saviour (non-existent, I'm drowning all the same) How I ended up like this, I can't imagine, or see; myself in the past; what would destroy me, now. They hate when I blame them » Continue Reading
Category: Blogging
hello??? I've been lurking for like 2 yrs!!! First real blog-post hiii Maybe I'll actually use this nd pour my fuckingbleeding heart out every-day like a good blogger » Continue Reading
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