Nothing Snazzy and Cool for todays' blog In college, changed majors. I have forgotten to check on my sim. I think I renewed my faith in IFA. My old boss wants me to get married of to my ex boss. I wanna marry my boyfriend (RC) I'm trying to watch scary movies, but my dumbass got anxiety but not afraid of a movie or people and I got a gun. Be walking in my basement strapped! bought tickets to a bal... » Continue Reading
Today Marks the end of a week, I took two exams this week I asked both of them that's what it seems. I am excited about getting a service dog. I wonder if I'll be able to take him to work with me soon I will be working two days a week for HVAC company starting in December I am going to college for HVAC. Hoping that this money will come through soon tired of my tiny home just sitting in my living r... » Continue Reading
This weekend has been okay so far. I have been working on my studies. It is hard it wouldn't feel like you're never going to be able to work full time ever again. I've been working part-time and doing good work for about six or seven years having to quit jobs or cutting down my clientele is really hard on my finances because I have a goal of financial freedom. Currently in college I'm three semest... » Continue Reading
I know it's been some months since I've made an entry into the log. I have been working on myself for a while and I have seen progress and I have seen regression, but overall progress is the biggest picture here. I changed my major in college from facility maintenance to heating ventilation air conditioning. I am going to get a dog in 3 months. I bought a house and I have a new car. It has been a ... » Continue Reading
I'm tired of being tired every day. I'm tired of having nothing to enjoy every day. No food to enjoy. No drinks to enjoy. No friends to enjoy. Not even a breath of fresh air. Life, what is that? A long journey of suffering every day. A long journey of unhappiness day in and day out. One day I will create my own peace. I will not have to worry about being happy, enjoying life or having meaningful r... » Continue Reading
poem below... I been very busy lately dealing with this thing called life. I'm glad to be alive. I just hate the lows and how I can't always control the ebbs and flows. On this boat I'm the Captain! I'm the one who makes it happen! I chose to stay afloat even w » Continue Reading
I'm NEVER MOVING TO THE SOUTH..... unless its Texas, Arizona, New Mexico and No more living in southern California. People got whole cell phones in their pockets with access to all the information on the WORLD WIDE WEB. Fuck that! Y'all MAKE yourselves LOOK stupid AF. My BFF lives down there and she tells me her personal experience with y'all down there but FUCK NAWL, I'm not buying a house or lan... » Continue Reading
Today has been a struggle. Here I Am alive but can't say that I am well. I managed to get a few things done today but there is always something trying to steer me off of my course. Fuck that, Hope the reaper comes to remove them from my course. Signing off Commander Shawn » Continue Reading
Today was an interesting day. I went to a new place I've never been before I experienced four new alternatives to outdated healing practices. I was very pleased with their results when I experienced them. I can't say that the relaxation efforts of those healing modalities lasted me all day nor can I say did the efforts of those healing practices last me 5 minutes I did feel relaxation while going ... » Continue Reading
I know that I don't post my blogs consistently every night. It's a routine that I would like to get into posted on my blog every night before I go to bed, Eventually I'll get into the routine of posting every night before I go to bed. Today was a productive day! I went to visit my therapist, Unlike most people I am not ashamed to have a therapist, My therapist has a PhD and therefore I don't care ... » Continue Reading
I was able to get a lot of errands done today and for that I am proud! The great white might be salvageable! If I can get this thirsty predator back in the game then we could the gobble up all these dollars! The great white has been in Rehabilitation for almost 2 weeks now. She'll be going in for surgery again tomorrow. I have been browsing for a new spaceship. My current ship isn't the best ship ... » Continue Reading