CHEISFMAAS!!!!!!!!! I've been having hot caoco everyday 4 breakfast:P wait here's how I make it: 1 cup milk 1 tbsp caoco powder 1/2 tbsp sugar 1 candy cane It's suuuuper good. Warm ur milk for 1:30-2 mins » Continue Reading
OKKKKK so summers ended n stuff, updates: Had to dye my hair back to black due to the hair falling out too much :[ Hanging out more with my friends :] I got roblox now (lame update) lost some weight went to a hawthorne heights concert!!! Thats about all, I think? Also I'm tryna grow out my hair. So. Yeahhhhh » Continue Reading
It's been about a week (or two, I forgot), and my piercing is healing perfectly! Super happy with it. I've been pretty alright recently. Exams are coming up though...not too worried about drama or hairstyling, but math is for sure gonna KICK MY ASS. I'm mainly studying that. Science is a between thing- ion gotta study science allat much. I've been trying super hard to find a job but either no ones... » Continue Reading
FINALLYYYYYYYYYUH. tomorrows the day! I can't wait! I have a pretty good pain tolerance (I mean, how do u think I survived the fucking family I'm in? LOL!) so it wont be a biggie. I just cant wait omg! I'm gonna look cool as hell. I was thinking a rose gold stud, since i think I'd look totally chic in rose gold (I want more rose gold stuff in general now...hm). I just can't wait I'm SOOOOOOOOOO ex... » Continue Reading
alright so, like, uhhh...stuffs kinda happened? one of em: I went silver! my hairs got silver streaks in it, now. fun. also i reconnected with a couple friends who I deserve, because guess what? I'm actually a good guy! yeah I said it. insane, right? EHSAN SHAFIQUE IS A GOOD MAN. Or, boy, I'm 16. I'm nice, I'm talkative, I'm extroverted, I'm hilarious, I can light up a room like a maniac with a to... » Continue Reading
I wanna g0 ahead n do it again, but I did it "*just* last nite, and, ion got enough supply (or a supplier) 4 every nite. So here I am. It was fun, though. Being dizzy n whatever. Not bad...? I'd totes do it again. I'm not gonna 2nite, tho, I know it'd make everything SOOOOOOOOOOO much worse. » Continue Reading
threw up in class and got sent home...whoops. I usually do 40mg, not 60. I did 60mg the night b4, so, theres my prob. I still feel a tad bit nauseous or whatever. Headache, too. Weird! is this a hangover or something? who fuckin knows. Oh god I might actually throw up...I feel suuuuuuuper nauseous. Whatevs, tho. DONT. DO. DRUGS. on school nites, at least XD » Continue Reading
my god I feel so dizz an d grwat, my legs feel super fuzy, like ive been on the toiler for 4 hours and th3y fellasleep. I cangt even see what I'm typing, my ision is bluurt its alte. its also a shool itw! O tl ross. god i am soooo fukcing feel good rn. I'd do tis a milliom times againaa! ahh i hae my nae but no onw i x that ahppens when im sober too oh this is amazing but im naseous. Ill do this a... » Continue Reading
I gave Ultra Blue a try, here's a rundown: Taste: gummy sharks Colour (liquid): blue Fizz: same as any other monster And it was amazing, I loved how it tasted, I EM MJOYED it...and then I started thinking about why my favourite is the "Watermelon Reserve". I realized something- Iiked the can, it matched with my hair and my "aesthetic". It isn't that it didn't taste good AT ALL. But, I didn't enjoy... » Continue Reading
You know I've been thinking to my self a lot...and I'm so blessed to have a total angel of a best friend (fallen one, but she is nonetheless, she's like Lilith from the Bible! Kicks assss) And more than that, I really do love my cculture. I'm pakistani-punjabi. I'm brown, basically. South Asian! And I'm proud! Shalwars, bright colours, being a ball of hair no matter what sex you are, and being ge... » Continue Reading
SO-RRYYYY! I couldn't help myself! I was only like that cuz she hadn't texted me Ina whiiile...hurt my feelings. Anyway- we still talkin! we texted today! god shes so gorg, I love when she gets excited and types in all caps. shes so adorbs I love her. sometimes I lay in bed and wish I could be snuggling her. Too bad, I guess. But then I also have these thoughts about GUYS, ya know? like, you ever ... » Continue Reading
God I know this is gonna sound like such a stereotypical "oh I hate my mom" blog post, but, I really fucking do. She screams and screams and it's like "okay! Yeah! This one's warranted!" But it's so fucking loud sometimes I wonder if she'll scream when my mangled corpse is referenced on the news at the foot of am apartment building. I'm a headache to here, maybe it'll be some sorta relief. She doe... » Continue Reading