Lied about "abandoning ship" with the girl I like/Its cold now (like my soul, HAH XP)

SO-RRYYYY! I couldn't help myself! I was only like that cuz she hadn't texted me Ina whiiile...hurt my feelings. Anyway- we still talkin! we texted today! god shes so gorg, I love when she gets excited and types in all caps. shes so adorbs I love her. sometimes I lay in bed and wish I could be snuggling her. Too bad, I guess.

But then I also have these thoughts about GUYS, ya know? like, you ever see pics of two dudes KISSING!? yah. CRAAAAAZY shit. It makes me so jealous I might explode! Yes, I'm bi as hell. Like pete wentz (har har)

My sleepings gotten worse, BTW. Like, well, it hasnt, I'm just sayin I pulled an all nighter where I snuck out the house n just walked around a bit around 3 AM. Pretty fun, it was chilly tho. Night walks are fun and I can defend myself (I'm not *just* some dorky emo, okay?) (well, I mostly am, haha, can't help it!) 

Any other thoughts from me? when do I NOT think, but, really, when doesn't anyone? everyone's heads are a never ending computer code screen. Forever adding more and ore letters that some understand, and some cant. Some's are fucked n some's are smooth. Guess which one I am (hint: MY ENTIRE DAMN BLOG.) 

It's gettin all chilly n stuff. Bummer. guess my fob tee's not gonna cut it alone with a pair of black jeans- gonna hafta be covered by a bulky jacket. At least the jackets cute, black, n plaid. Might post it here! I'm a sorta cute guy- just a lil chubby. workin on it in alllll the wrong ways...