Hello everyone, it's been over a month since the last time I've said anything here aside from a few status updates and a blog entry. I can't tell if it's just from the weather or the extraneous circumstances of my life, but I am feeling a bit bogged down from all of it. Having SAD-like symptoms suck, but it also makes sense to a degree. So to recap the October Breakdown: I'm in search of a roommat... » Continue Reading
At this point, I think having a consistent posting schedule would be sort of helpful. It'll give me some sense of routine or something. Maybe a one blog post a month, perhaps? Sounds reasonable enough. I've also come to realize that listing things off is a lot more helpful than I give it credit. At least, until I eventually forget about it. But anyways!: I went to the Knotfest roadshow! Initially,... » Continue Reading
Where do I even begin? There's many things and changes that have happened since my last entry. It's had me a little uncertain at times, but I have been comforted. I currently can't sleep since I had a great idea to have an energy drink after taking a nap. Just to help me out (since my memory also a bad), I'll sum up choice occurrences in bullet points. I had no internet for over half a year due to... » Continue Reading
My feelings towards Christmas (and during the winter time in general) has always made me feel downcast to some extent or another. Whether it was my mom making the whole ordeal superficial and just generally meaningless, or just how the holiday season is handled by our current society at large. I've come to resent it less as time went on since leaving her house. The apathetic feeling is still there... » Continue Reading
It's been over a month since my last entry, though it wasn't on purpose. I would've written sooner, but when I tried to do that on my phone, the browser refreshed and everything I typed out completely disappeared. So it made me so discouraged that I didn't bother again for a while. In that time, a lot has happened and a lot of it was wonderful while a few had me concerned for sometime. I went to a... » Continue Reading
For as long as I could remember, I've never really cared all that much about my birthday. If anything, I kinda dread it. It doesn't really have anything to do with a fear of lost time or death and all that. That kind of thing doesn't bother me. It's more to do with how whenever the day does roll around, nothing good rarely ever came of it. It's always some kind of family drama or some kind of unfo... » Continue Reading
Had a another really late work day again, like the last two weeks. On Wednesdays, I usually have time to run to the parish house near my church for the theological seminars they've been hosting. For the last two weeks I've been getting out late, and because my workplace is so far away from my house and my church being about 10 minutes away from my house, I've been late to the seminars about twice ... » Continue Reading
So to preface, I make a living cleaning houses. Though, one house in particular made me so vehemently uncomfortable that I wanted out as quickly as possible. It says a lot when I would rather scrub a toilet that's covered in dry poop than be in there any longer than I was. Imagine walking into a master bathroom and seeing paintings of phalluses plastered at every which way you turn. There's even a... » Continue Reading
Hello, I'm not exactly the best with introductions, but my name is a good place to start. I'm Beatrice, but my friends call me rice. Despite the combative and abrasive nature of my about section, I'm actually a little more relaxed. I want to be left alone, and that's that, hence the tone. I'll say what I think and I'll share the things I like. If you like it, that's nice. If not, that's nice too I... » Continue Reading