Talking to God
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Category: Life
I have 0 friends. I don't need anyone. I ghosted everyone and I don't fucking regret it either There has been only 1 person that stuck around through it all. Seen the good and bad. I saw the good and bad in him too. I give a fuck about none of you, nobody from my past. A bsolutely no one. Nothing matters. That goes for you guys, to whoever is reading this. If they aren't ride or die why keep them ... » Continue Reading
Category: Life
Gonna reunite with the man who has loved me more deeply and unconditionally than anyone I have ever met in my entire life » Continue Reading
Category: Life
Without being sent to a psychiatric hospital time after time, being told what to do condescendingly by doctors and nurses with no empathy. I felt hopeful the other day and threw away all of my razor blades. Now I have nothing. No vice. Can't smoke cigarettes, I'm pregnant. Can't slit my wrist open, no blade. Besides, it's a one-way ticket to 4 ugly white walls with a locked door. Not to mention, ... » Continue Reading
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Category: Music
People decorate their lives, Silly promises and lies And they don't know why » Continue Reading
Category: Life
I'd go to my next door crackhead neighbor's house, ask for fentanyl and take a copious amounts in an area nobody knows where I am TRULY and just die. But I don't even wanna think about being alive after killing or crippling my baby. I want to die with my baby. I need nothing from anyone. I go outside to escape the droning misery and flies surround me and the sound of rain hitting the tin roof poun... » Continue Reading
Category: Life
I FUCKING HATE BEING MENTALLY ILL GOOD GOD WHY DO I KEEP ENDING UP IN STUPID MEDICAL/INSURANCE LOOPHOLES THIS IS UTTER BULLSHIT FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK I HATE THIS SHIT I HAVE A FUCKING HEADACHE IM SICK OF THIS BULLSHIT OH MY GOD I HATE BEING A FUCKING ADULT MY HEAD HURTS NOT EVEN MOST TWENTY YEAR OLDS DEAL WITH THIS HEAP OF DOG SHIT. HOW ANNOYING. I HATE MYSELF » Continue Reading
Category: Life
Doing hard drugs Hanging out with shitty people who don't give a fuck about me and bring me below my potential Postponing the completion of my education I'm so lonely But I haven't felt this content in a long time. I just wanna get everything done ASAP. I have to worry about the future now. I gotta get it done fast. Lord I'm terrified. » Continue Reading
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Category: Life
Please enjoy your youth while it lasts. I didn't get to have a great childhood. I'd do anything to relive the way a normal kid would. Life is beautiful now. Focus on schooling because it's fundamental for the quality of your adulthood. Hang out with friends. Post silly things on spacehey. Enjoy everything life has to offer for you now. Don't dwell on the past or future. Be mindful and count your b... » Continue Reading
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Category: Life
I wanna punch the robot lady that leaves me on hold for 3 hours. The elevator music is awful. Please kill me. I hate doing this shit. » Continue Reading
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Category: Music
Wondering how, Wondering why » Continue Reading
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