This account is really just where I vent, rant, or talk about my day. I'm not really looking for friends on this account! If you want to friend me though, that's fine, I just won't really talk (It's not like I really can anyways, I'm using my chromebook so messages are blocked). I don't really mind if anybody reads my diary entries, although some will be private if they're more personal! » Continue Reading
Started writing: 10:24 AM Right now I'm in 3rd period, and currently feel nauseous. It also feels like someone is squeezing my stomach like one of those fidget toys filled with orbeez. I feel like I'm going to vomit. I want to leave class and go to the nurse, but I'm scared. I'm fucking miserable and I don't know what to do. Maybe I can wait until lunch then I'll visit the » Continue Reading
Started writing: 8:01 AM I only have a few minutes to write this, so I'll hurry. I have really bad anxiety (diagnosed with GAD). Yesterday we were playing a game and I had to name an item I'd bring with me that started with the same letter as the first letter in my name (which is Aaron). I was already overwhelmed that day, and having no context as to what was going on becau » Continue Reading
Started writing: 8:02 AM I only have a few minutes to write, so I'll hurry. The second semester started yesterday and I already hate it and wish to go home. Everything feels different even if not much has changed, I'm convinced my other classes hate me, my medication is causing me extreme nausea and making my depression worse and my dad refuses to talk to my psychiatrist ab » Continue Reading
Started writing: 12:11 PM I'm returning back to my 2018 phase, being hyperfixated on FNaF, Bendy and the Ink Machine, Creepypastas, Undertale, and animation memes (they were much better in 2018). Stopped writing: 12:13 » Continue Reading
Started writing: 3:08 PM So I completely fucking forgot that I was stupid and being stupid got me onto an IEP and I get extra fucking days to turn in my work. I have until after winter break lmao Stopped writing: 3:10 PM » Continue Reading
Started writing: 12:05 Pm I'm back in school finally, but I've been sneezing all day, and it's embarrassing. My voice is high-pitched, so I force it to sound deeper because 1. I don't like having a high-pitched voice 2. It gives me gender dysphoria (I'm transmasc). Whenever I sneeze, it sounds like some anime-girl shit and it's incredibly annoying and embarrassing. Anyways » Continue Reading
Started writing: 9:57 PM So I'm not happy crying over my grades because they still suck, I'm happy crying because tomorrow my mom has a day off from work and is going to work on getting me therapy. I've spent years wanting to get therapy and I've been too scared to ask. My mom decided I should » Continue Reading
Started writing: 11:42 PM I got a fever today, and ended up skipping school. I'm super fucked because I have to stay home tomorrow as well, and today + tomorrow a really big project for science was due. It's completed, I just needed to present it. Honestly, I didn't even want to present it. It' » Continue Reading
Started writing: 11:59 AM My weekend was terrible. None of my friends talked to me and ended up spending my weekend all alone, which triggered a depressive episode. 5th period just started a few minutes ago, and I'm in a lot of pain. My period also started last week, and so far I haven't had any cramps until today. I'm in so much pain, I can't even describe how bad it hurts » Continue Reading
Started writing: 10:52 PM Starting since first period, I've been feeling nauseous. My body has been overheating, I'm shaking really bad, I'm incredibly dizzy, and I've nearly puked multiple times today. I went to the nurse but he just gave me orange juice and sent me back to class and said to come back later if I'm still not feeling well. As the day continues I just begin t » Continue Reading
Started writing: 7:39 AM Yesterday, my mother kept promising I'd be able to sleep on the couch (because it's been helping me sleep better) and came into my room to basically tell me "nevermind lol sorry", and I don't handle sudden changes well so I was stressed out and asked to be left alone. A few minutes later my dad comes into my room to ask me why I'm upset, and why I h » Continue Reading