so i dont really know whats going on with me, i feel like im slowly fading away while at the same time just hurting others, i keep freezing in place just when i feel a little bit of stress, i cant help others in any way at all just because i keep freezing and not being able to do anything, i hate myself for that, i hate that i can't just talk to someone, tell them the same things i hear when i fee... » Continue Reading
okay so its sort of a positive vent but here we go so theres this guy that i met a while ago, i shall call him doe because i dont really feel comfortable with sharing his name here, but anywayss,, as i said doe has been my friend for a short while but so far i feel this weird connection to him like if we met before (not the "ive known u since forever" way),,,,, i feel SO safe around him, like i ca... » Continue Reading