i love doe so much

so theres this guy that i met a while ago, i shall call him doe because i dont really feel comfortable with sharing his name here, but anywayss,, as i said doe has been my friend for a short while but so far i feel this weird connection to him like if we met before (not the "ive known u since forever" way),,,,,

i feel SO safe around him, like i can tell him literally anything and he'll actually listen!! which is a problem im often afraid of - being annoying,, we have a lot in common and he's extremely patient with me even when im literally a dumbass

today i made a carrd for him and he was so proud of me!! im so glad that i made him happy,, i mean his happiness means the world to me, when he's happy - i'm happy!! i love him so so so much to the point i feel like im melting when i hear his voice,,,,

doe is amazing, he's literally everything i've been looking for for the past few months (or years? i have absolutely no sense of time im not gonna lie) and i just feel like i found the light in my life,,,,,,,,