this is a useless introduction post to talk about the things i will post. i come and go from spacehey, if i don’t update for a while i probably got bored or pulled the trigger. hello, my name is cameron. i am a 15 year old boy who has no experience with journalism or blogging. i write what i feel like saying and i hope for the best. i usually write about topics that trouble me—which consists of ph... » Continue Reading
before we continue, here are my usual disclaimers. i will discuss delicate content matter such as school shootings. if you are uncomfortable with the topic, you’re free to move on. i have.. debatable opinions on this subject so if you’re prone to getting pissy about internet strangers and their beliefs, beware. if you believe i am doing something wrong by discussing such a topic, block—don’t repor... » Continue Reading
This may or may not be my last entry, but don't expect anything new from me. my whole life i've been chasing or waiting. for people, things, but i never gain anything. i'm not bothered, i'm not entitled to anything. i realized that fulfillment is nothing but a myth. i struggle to connect with people, i feel like this has been very evident in my writings. i have not felt connected equally once to a... » Continue Reading
i was reading an article, i can’t exactly remember what for but the author claims that autistic individuals are linked to violent behavior. i’ve contemplated why that is.. ultimately i found a connection. autistic people are a demographic that are very oppressed in our society and get treated as less. when you treat people so horribly they’re bound to lash out. this can really apply to anyone, aut... » Continue Reading
for a long time now i’ve been studying human behavior, subconsciously or otherwise. it’s hard not to observe when you spend your whole life doing so rather than engaging. it fascinates me as much as it’s horrifying. i’m not trying to come off as if im this larger than life being, because i acknowledge i am human. being made human without the possibility of being human. i pick up on people’s habi... » Continue Reading
i find that most of the time it’s easier to communicate online than it is in person, obviously. you don’t have to worry about weird social cues as they often get lost in digital translation. when you don’t get a lot of attention in real life, you recluse into a digital world where people don’t know you. in the comfort of anonymity, there’s this strange allure to interact with people who you wouldn... » Continue Reading
i promised i wouldn’t get too personal on this account/blog, but i figured “how is it any different from ranting on any other platform?” i digress.. i should move onto the content material. i’ll preface with this—i’m speaking out of my ass here. agree to disagree, buckle in. i jump topics frequently. and i am a contradictory bastard. of course, if you’d like to challenge my ideals or add some comm... » Continue Reading