Onyx Axena Odin
"It feels like there is a pill stuck in my throat."
22, USA, full of rage
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Ages 7-9
Category: Life
Now, I realize we left off at age 7, however the timeline is confusing and a bit jumbled as I stated in 'Introduction." This has to be one of the duller stretches of time, but given the subject matter that's probably a good thing. Just, not for story telling. After we we're returned to my mother, we spent a lot of time traveling back and forth over state lines to visit my dad. He moved three or f... » Continue Reading
Ages 5-7
Category: Life
These are some of the more blocked out years. I don't remember the first time my dad left, but I do remember the last. Dad was frequently in and out of our lives, and though no one said it, something about this felt more permanent. I was sitting on the floor at the end of the bed. I think I was crying. Just as quickly as he had came, he had left again. He left a void in not only his wives heart, b... » Continue Reading
Ages 3-4
Category: Life
The earliest memory I can seem to reach was sometime between 3-4 years old. This would've had to have been in the apartment my parents had in Pendleton. I don't really remember much about it other than little snippets such as getting a splinter removed in the dim lit hallway, receiving a My Little Pony playset that, much like most our toys, blocked every available walking space. There was one time... » Continue Reading
Introduction
Category: Life
It's kind of weird to think about the past when you've failed to retain memories in the first place. Obviously, my brain isn't an entirely blank slate. It almost seems like I've been carrying around old polaroid pictures from a slide show, using those as my only source to remember, and all they can provide is a small outsiders look into a moment lost in time. My brain has filled the empty spaces w... » Continue Reading