So one of my close friends just had to go to the hospital and we kinda met in the hospital and i just wish he would be okay because, i love him so much and i hate to see him go through the stuff I go through. it hurts man » Continue Reading
I wish my parents would just get a divorce already. I don't wanna go home after school because i feel like somebody is gonna get hurt.I wake up in the middle of the night just hearing screming and fighting. My kitchen was just destroyed becauase, my dad was having a little episode. They lways act so nice around me acting like every fucking night they don't trigger me. » Continue Reading
I always go to hospitals so im still catching up from work from a month ago. Everyone thinks I'm happy so thats good. I'm really not but, whatever. I have terrible grades and no enegry and its pissing me off but, it doesnt really matter. » Continue Reading
I'm so fucking tired, I have nothing to live for I've been to so many hospitals and nothing has helped me I cant do one simple thing as killing myself either. I wish I just I just get fucking shot in my fucking skull. No on loves me and I cant blame them because I hate myself also. Its useless to try anymore im to far in a hole. I just wanna die and cant. I dont feel like letting people know whats... » Continue Reading