Just remembered I had a space on here... reading thru my old blogs n Wow so much has changed... but its haechan day so i feel a little less shitty about how downhill everything has gone haha » Continue Reading
i hate public speakign i j had my oral presentation n i kept having2paus to catch m breath so i wldnt Throw Up my teacher paused like a half minute into my recording to play it back n i couldnt make out a SINGLE word i said n i wanted to cry n throw my guts up even more it was such a bad day » Continue Reading
just submitted my paper a little while back ...about 6 months of prep n writing this paper n im never seeing it again!! never touching it ever! Literally Complete n yet i feel absolutely nothing about it. i am not any less stressed than i was an hour ago when it was due and i feel no more accomplished than i did without working. i dont think its burnout bc im not smart enough for that but got dam ... » Continue Reading
partner's parents opened package (reasonable,- it was suspiciously addressed. still, embarrassing nonetheless) for my dress. i want to burrow myself into a hole in the ground and never resurface. » Continue Reading
spacehey published yesterdays blog twice..??? [picked up my chobit cos tdy ^^ !!! took me a hot minute to realise the spools needed elastic support underneath...which means additional purchases (cry)... but it looks so good !!!agh!!! only pain now is that ive got to get a wig bc the band is white n it'd be a waste to colour it over in case i want to go for the full cos in th future ..!!] how stra... » Continue Reading
picked up my chobit cos tdy ^^ !!! took me a hot minute to realise the spools needed elastic support underneath...which means additional purchases (cry)... but it looks so good !!!agh!!! only pain now is that ive got to get a wig bc the band is white n it'd be a waste to colour it over in case i want to go for the full cos in th future ..!! » Continue Reading
everytime i m given the chance to slack off i TAKE IT!!! viciously!!! i shake it vigorously n yet i m always so anxious when i m not actively doing work bc i feel like i will in fact be called out. most of the time it is reasonable because i slack off a LOT when i m most definitely not meant to. but also when i am allowed to i cant enjoy myself anymore and its #concernnign but i am much too nxious... » Continue Reading
everytime i m given the chance to slack off i TAKE IT!!! viciously!!! i shake it vigorously n yet i m always so anxious when i m not actively doing work bc i feel like i will in fact be called out. most of the time it is reasonable because i slack off a LOT when i m most definitely not meant to. but also when i am allowed to i cant enjoy myself anymore and its #concernnign but i am much too nxious... » Continue Reading