20220523: Gratification

just submitted my paper a little while back ...about 6 months of prep n writing this paper n im never seeing it again!! never touching it ever! Literally Complete n yet i feel absolutely nothing about it. i am not any less stressed than i was an hour ago when it was due and i feel no more accomplished than i did without working. i dont think its burnout bc im not smart enough for that but got dam this is kind of sobering. like im genuinely fucked for my diploma holy haha woops