When you feel yourself wanting to eat, and eat, and just keep on eating, try meal prepping. This especially helps me at night, when everyone's asleep and I see the opportunity to binge. Tonight I made overnight oats which I will enjoy in the morning. » Continue Reading
I would like to preface with my perspective, I am a 16 year-old female with double E cups (my back pain is devastating). America is so incredibly prude. It's a shame that I had to learn to be comfortable in my own skin. I didn't wear a tank top out in public till I was 14 and even on the most scorching summer days I preferred heat stroke over the comfort of a summer t-shirt. I have been condition... » Continue Reading
I cannot help but find people repulsive. It can be anyone really friends, family but especially romantic partners. After a while of dating someone but not exactly being with them I cannot help but become what I can not describe better than just being repulsed with them. A pattern I've noticed is once things take a turn and become a bit more serious that's when I usually start the removal process. » Continue Reading
Sometimes I get so tired of my teenage angst bullshit. I just want to live life and not care. I love poetry and deep thought and philosophy and I will for forever but sometimes I need a break from working my brain all the time, I love what makes me original. I really do. But reading all the time, journaling, research, manifestation, witchcraft, philosophy, enlightenment, etc is so much sometimes. ... » Continue Reading
Life's too short to look in the mirror and be displeased with what you see, and saying that is way easier than living it. There's this old japanese myth that your face is the face of who you loved in your past life and another myth that your soul choose your body, your features your everything. That used to soothe me. Now I love myself so that I don't need anyone else to love me, so that I may be » Continue Reading
What does it mean to grab someone's attention? To get them to care about what you have to say? This question, what it means to care about someone and get them to care about you, has been a recurring theme in my life as of lately. I know that there is no, there could be no exact answer but I don't know. It's so simple yet complex? I've been giving it more though lately and it's crazy. I think we al... » Continue Reading
For the past few months I've been remembering my childhood, I'll leave the that story for another blog, but its resulted in wafts of nostalgia and craving more of it. I want to explore my childhood and every corner memory collecting dust. I want to rewatch those old cartoons with that very particular type of music. I crave nothing deeper than to go back in time around the holidays and just feel th... » Continue Reading
"honey leaks from my mouth and into your ears buttering your brain clouding your senses seeping into your chest coursing through your veins stickily sweetening your heart just for me i have become apart of you but all i crave is that sweetness i've planted the sweetness i made just to see if i could." » Continue Reading