Ro and i have taken to exploring local abandoned places, it's nice. We've known each other since we were 9, we met at some silly church camp and agreed to go every year since. we formed quite a friend group, all very different personalities with one thing in common. we had no parents. Anyways we fell out of touch at 13, no particular incident, most of us grew out of it and each other. plus it had ... » Continue Reading
i sit on the other side of the wall sometimes and listen to you endlessly drag my name through the mud and dirt. it hurts. one moment we're laughing and your're telling me how much you love hanging out with me and the next you are talking about me with such disgust that i wonder why i put myself through this. why do i bother? you make me feel so loved until you're alone with someone else. i wonder... » Continue Reading
I used to believe you were all i could trust in a world id bent to hate me, I used to believe you were as vital as air, i expected you to fill my lungs,pump my heart and and be my reason. and you were, you just didn't know it. you didn't know how much i relyed on you, how much i loved and feared you, how much i expected from you. i drained you,bled you dry for what you couldnt understand. you were... » Continue Reading
eight fucking years, and why? just so i can have people talk behind my back, talk shit about my body, my friends, relationships, preferences. im a fucking person, im so fucking sick of this. as if i dont think worse of myself. » Continue Reading