I no longer want to be as passionate red anymore. I wish to be as gentle as light blue. To be as calm as still blue water after a heavy storm. As anticipated as the first clear blue summer sky. Admired like a blue ch » Continue Reading
Falling in love with you felt graceful , beautiful and timeless but the landing was harsh and ugly . It left me with cuts that I hope fade into little , barely noticeable scars . The feeling of peace turned to an endless panic of you loss . I fell in love with YOU but I didn’t fall in love WITH you . It wasn’t mutual . It wasn’t us together . It was me , alone , rereading the out of context mess... » Continue Reading
I feel like him and I are in our own version of limbo land . Where we are stuck between friendship and the possibility of something more . you tell me all these intimate moments and details that scream to me “I want you to know me , love me , accept me” . But when I do you seem to knowingly punish me by blanking me out making me seem like the one who called upon you first . Making me seem like t... » Continue Reading