the guy im seeing made me feel better cause he's cute and super dooper nice and I enjoy him talking to me so he just makes me feel better I don't wanna smash my fist into things as much anymore :) » Continue Reading
I punched a metal bar today and then a marble sink. I wish I kept going. I wish my knuckles were bleeding out. Ive been okay recently but somebody has made me feel like I wanna punch him than bash my head in. I hate being angry I hate it so much I don't want to be angry but its all he makes me feel he can't do the bare minimum and apologize its such a small request a really fucking small one but o... » Continue Reading
Ive been trying to get better do things for myself and every time I feel better I start talking to a girl and then I get ghosted than I go back to not eating at 99 lbs and my room becomes disgusting and a sad depressing mess. I don't know what to do I need love I need a girlfriend I just need someone by my side I have one friend and she's great but she's straight and doesn't understand so I just d... » Continue Reading