I punched a metal bar today and then a marble sink. I wish I kept going. I wish my knuckles were bleeding out. Ive been okay recently but somebody has made me feel like I wanna punch him than bash my head in. I hate being angry I hate it so much I don't want to be angry but its all he makes me feel he can't do the bare minimum and apologize its such a small request a really fucking small one but ofcouse he's too unbearably mean and full of himself to. if he died I don't think id care and im sorry that I wouldn't. im sorry that im mad. and im sorry that I talked too much I know I shouldn't have.

I don't feel too good rn (tw)
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CosyTea
People can be frustrating as hell sometimes, and there's always that straw that breaks the camel's back where all the little transgressions they've made add up and it just drives you crazy. It's tough riding that line where on the one hand you want to try and be the better person and not stoop to their level, to set a better example for others, but on the other hand how else are they going to learn, will their behaviour ever change if they don't get taught a lesson?
I think it depends on the situation, but put your interests ahead of theirs. Think about if confronting or arguing with them will achieve anything or change their behaviour, and if it won't then it's probably not worth it, because it's only going to cause you even more strife.
Don't apologise for talking too much, it's good that you feel like you have somewhere to vent. It helps being able to tell someone about your problems, even if they can't do anything to help you in the slightest, it always feels like a weight off your shoulders when someone is able to recognise and understand the difficulty you're going through. Good luck dealing with this guy!
thank you so much ur words mean a lot to me I really appreciate it
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