my classes arent hard, individually. all of the work is manageable and it isnt the most terrible thing ever. however, the fact that i am taking 9, soon to be 10 is kind of a lot and i know its my fault but to be honest its just sociology thats the problem. before, i was able to manage all of my classes just fine. also, 3 of the 10 are music classes so that is totally manageable, they jus take time... » Continue Reading
!!repost!! i posted this as a bulletin but i kind of want it as a blog post. there will be more details here. - my friend was just talking and she said “damn we eat a lot” we weren’t even in the middle of eating tho, we were just trying to figure out how to divide the food between us. i said that what she said kinda hurt a little (not because it was a personal attack on me but because she know... » Continue Reading
the other day i pulled an all nighter. to be honest, it actually didn't feel terrible. i actually felt like me for the first time in a while. i don't really know how to explain it, but i felt like my brain was finally able to escape its cage. strangely enough, it was the one day that i didn't feel like dying. even though i was really tired, i felt so alive. i did feel like shaky the entire day and... » Continue Reading
okay so this basically means close to nothing but i just finished and passed the drivers ed courses and i am so excited. i going to try and get my permit over spring break. tbh driving is just such a weird concept. like how do people actually do that? i honestly feel like i cant do it but idk. this is so weird. anyways, i don't really know what to do next. life is fucking crazy. » Continue Reading
idk if anyone is going to see this but hii all of this info is in my profile but its ok my name is julianna, i am 15, and i am from the u.s. i use she/her pronouns and i identify as queer. i joined this cuz i thought it would be cool. anyways, thanks for checking this out and i hope we can become mutuals:) » Continue Reading