all nighter

the other day i pulled an all nighter. to be honest, it actually didn't feel terrible. i actually felt like me for the first time in a while. i don't really know how to explain it, but i felt like my brain was finally able to escape its cage. strangely enough, it was the one day that i didn't feel like dying. even though i was really tired, i felt so alive. i did feel like shaky the entire day and i started twitching towards the end, but it was fine. i felt great. is this relatable or kind of weird?