"writing an essay"
i’m a 23 y/o studying human justice. it’s nice to meet you~
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Category: Writing and Poetry
you came uninvited with promises of fire and flesh and left nothing but memories i can't remember wanting i gave you room thinking you were the answer to a question i hadn't yet learned to ask but you made your home in places i didn't offer left fingerprints on the walls and dirt on the floors i scrubbed myself clean of every touch every taste unt » Continue Reading
Category: Blogging
i think i'm addicted to reliving my childhood, since it went by way too fast and i grew up way too young. lately i've been filling my amazon and ebay wishlists with tamagotchis, pixel chix, calico critters and littlest pet shops. i'm watching bratz and barbie movies, trying to collect all the barbie movies on disc. and i looooove rewatching the old youtube videos that i was addicted to. i can't st... » Continue Reading
Category: Writing and Poetry
the worst part about a disorganized attachment style is the way it switches so quickly. one minute it's obsession, and the next, withdrawal. both are bad, and both i try to stop. i've been working through my disorganized attachment workbook lately, to try and heal it. but lately i don't feel good about myself. i'm not good enough for it all, i can't do everything by myself, i don't have the time a... » Continue Reading
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Category: Blogging
not a bad day today :) i’m currently sitting in the tub reading my book and drinking my wine, with rose petals, bath salts and tea lights floating in my bath or clinging to my legs. my mother bought me some winter wear, and i was able to find something i wanted for a long time for much cheaper than normal! i haven’t felt this relaxed in a while. » Continue Reading
Category: School, College, University
wish me luck y'all! my midterm is coming up really soon, and i hope i've crammed enough to be able to convince the professor that i'm smart... lol. » Continue Reading
Category: School, College, University
hi all- wondering if anyone has taken an essay exam at all, and if they have anything that might help me study for this thing tonight! mostly, i'm just excited to crash in bed immediately after class is done. i've written outlines for the questions that may be on the midterm, but i'm AWFUL at memorization! help a girl out! » Continue Reading
Category: Writing and Poetry
i'm distracting myself from studying for my midterm by checking my emails now. i've already watched an entire video series, played a couple of games, and even practiced halloween makeup. now i sit and obsess. it's stupid, and i need to focus. » Continue Reading
Category: Life
ever since i became more active in this server, i wanted to write a little more. soooo, i'm going to debrief everything i've been seeing on my fyp on tiktok recently thanks to halloween coming up: - ghostface thirst traps (that i don't mind..) - boo basket crafting for significant others - those stupid delicious cookies that you peel and bake, but specifically the ones with the pumpkins and the gh... » Continue Reading
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Category: Writing and Poetry
i can't stop rereading it all, every word that you sent. it makes me feel lonely. that's probably why i'm typing these entries in the first place. » Continue Reading
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Category: Goals, Plans, Hopes
yesterday's session went over some recent events in my life. my therapist is worried that i haven't been eating too much, and sleep too much. i've been told that self-regulation and maintaining wise-mind should be my top priority right now. i'm going to try to start working out regularly again and eating at least two meals a day instead of once every few days. it's become increasingly obvious that... » Continue Reading
Category: Writing and Poetry
life lately has been incredibly hard. i have gone through so much in such a short amount of time, and i am running out of fighting spirit. i had to make a hard choice for my mental health that i still often regret. my pet fish, something i had to keep me company when i felt lonely, died. the car i picked up from the mechanic died on the road with the same issue after spending $300 and driving only... » Continue Reading
Category: Writing and Poetry
experiencing depersonalization for the first time was pretty jarring. it's like being high, but without the use of any substances. you can't feel your body, but when you do, it's like you don't really own it. every sensation you try to provoke belongs to someone else. i was able to ground myself a little by smelling a strong scent, however, it never lasted. i had a moment of clarity around one in ... » Continue Reading
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