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i’m a 24 y/o studying human justice. it’s nice to meet you~
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you came uninvited with promises of fire and flesh and left nothing but memories i can't remember wanting i gave you room thinking you were the answer to a question i hadn't yet learned to ask but you made your home in places i didn't offer left fingerprints on the walls and dirt on the floors i scrubbed myself clean of every touch every taste unt » Continue Reading
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do you ever get tired of all of the steps it takes to be "pretty" in society? all of the expectations? my social medias are saturated with thousands of videos talking about the latest product to solve all of my problems, and the algorithm is hellbent on identifying each of my insecurities and laying them out for me. minor things now hugely impact my thoughts toward myself. what even is keratosis p... » Continue Reading
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i'm upset. actually, i don't think that upset is the right word. i'm more disappointed. there, that sounds more tired. i'm so tired of opening my social medias every day and removing dozens of friend requests and message requests from men that view me as an object, a tool for their gratification. i'm disappointed that male "friends" seem to disappear when i enter a relationship, like they were wai... » Continue Reading
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being a woman is that sinking feeling in your chest when you realize he only wanted my body, nothing more. » Continue Reading
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these past few weeks have gone by in a whirl, i can barely keep up. i've been completing my internship, writing papers nonstop, and playing neverwinter every night that i can (still no friend requests or mail though, how sad). so, here's a little catch-up. one of my last days at my practicum, i was able to help prepare feast for a women's sweat. unfortunately, i did not have the time or materials ... » Continue Reading
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not a clue if anybody still plays this old game, buuut... if you play neverwinter, add me! i'm hoping people as niche as spacehey users are also niche neverwinter players. i'm starting to play a little bit every night so i can have a little bit of an escape! handle: Chaedi Wolfsbane@pandora#5526 » Continue Reading
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my birthday is coming up in a few days. everyone has been asking me what i'm doing and what sort of things i want, but if i'm being honest, i don't really expect to be celebrating much. for a few years now, my birthday has just been another day to live, just with a bit more cake. it feels really unappreciative for me to say this, especially because of all the gifts and "happy birthday's" i get. th... » Continue Reading
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i don't experience much loneliness anymore i'm usually surrounded by people one way or another whether i'm at work, school, or something completely different i've never found myself too lonely anymore but lately it creeps up i feel alone - even surrounded by people » Continue Reading
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today has been something of a long day. it wasn't horrible, there were just lots of things going on that piled up and started to wear me down. i've got an essay due tomorrow, so tonight will be dedicated to finishing that up and reviewing the content that i've word-vomited all over the place. i technically have a lot of time until tomorrow night, but i also have a looooong tattoo appointment tomor... » Continue Reading
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ever since i've gotten more into the flow of my new routine, it's been difficult to make a life update. it's been way too busy for any of that. i suppose i can start with my financial situation. obviously, it has gotten a lot worse. however, i'm signing myself up for scholarships and collecting crochet patterns to sell items, hopefully with some customers eventually. when it comes to my routine, ... » Continue Reading
Category: Writing and Poetry
and maybe i've begun looking for you too manifesting a glimpse of you everywhere i go a shadow of reality a mirage a lasting impression on my soul » Continue Reading
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let's keep this one 18+ just cuz it talks about some more intense topics, and i'd rather have developed brains ingesting this sort of content. - this is more of a reflection than my normal posts would be, but i've been thinking about this one thing for a few weeks ever since it came up in a conversation. one coworker said that 'we model our relationships based on the treatment we received in child... » Continue Reading
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