“shout out to my bros dante, anthony, spinn, mystic, scarlett, bryan, rey, shelby, aaron, felix, max, kelly, camden, mario, liam, robbie, brayden, sebastian, aiden, arrow, immanuel, ben, preston, my younger brother, and everyone else in between, y'all are cool as fuck.” I wrote this when I was about freshly 17 and genuinely fell for the trick people aren’t fake. I was wrong and nowadays I’ll only ... » Continue Reading
so............ this month hasn't been shit really, cousins came for the first week this month, had fun and shit yadadada, been talking to sum friends and stuff, having fun with it, youtube channel has 300 subs now, getting better at skateboarding, going outside into the trenches of barrie ontario, making beats, actually feeling good mentally for the first time in a long while (maybe since like oct... » Continue Reading
so I was going through a discord dm with someone I really don't like anymore and going through them, I find this one message talking about a certain word I used to use and saying how someone got mad at me for it and not understanding why it's offensive, looking at this shit now... that is fucking embarassing of me, holy fuck I was so uneducated for the longest time. fuck. » Continue Reading
HEY, MS. PARKER WAIT, WAIT, WAIT, WAIT SOMETHIN' LIKE (UH-OH) I JUST CUT SOME FRESH LEMONS, WHERE'S THE SUGAR? LEMON IN MY 'ADE, LEMON IN MY EARS, CALL 'EM BOOGERS RATHER SIX FEET 'FORE I'M EVER SEEN WITH YOU NIGGAS (HOLD UP) YEAH WHAT IT IS? IT'S THAT NIGGA T, SKIN LOOK COLORED IN (WOO) RIDIN' IN, DOUBLE-DOUBLE R, THAT'S THAT CULLINAN (YEAH) PULLIN' IN THAT FOUR HUNDRED GRAND, I JU » Continue Reading
now that I've gotten your attention (from the title) I would like to say.. I'm actually still alive lmao. Since my last blog post, things have improved slightly. I watched the second sonic movie and my hyperfixation on my childhood icon is revived. However, I kind of really wish I would have someone to talk to about some certain thoughts that I really rather not have bottled up. Now I could let th... » Continue Reading
Heyo, it's been quite some time since I last posted a blog here but for starters, im fully over having friends and I'll just stick with 3-4 ACTUAL friends I have irl/online and if anyone else wants to be friend, go fucking ahead. I've been catching up with my school work and as of now nearly all of it is done so that's a big plus. I'm just honestly gonna suck up a lot of my shit and carry on with ... » Continue Reading
So at school usually I play a different character to fit in with others, just to specifically talk with others, it's not like I want to be friends with them, it's just a way for me to be social. It sounds bad really, I kinda wish I could stop but no matter how hard I try, I can't. » Continue Reading
I never had many friends in school now and even when I was younger so I would talk to my imaginary friends and their names were Devin and Michelle. Now that I'm a bit older and in high school, outside of talking to some friends in school and some others outside of my school and online, I kinda do everything alone. I don't really mind it, I kinda enjoy being away from others since I find a lot of p... » Continue Reading
I GOT TO SPEAK AND PLAY ROBLOX WITH MY FRIEND FOR THE FIRST TIME IN FOREVER OMG IT WAS SO MUCH FUN!! LAST TIME I PLAYED WITH THEM WAS IN DECEMBER WOWIE IT WAS SO MUCH FUN » Continue Reading