It is hard having to witness and feel this darkness shattering in front of you. Its is not that easy to know that you are in this phase of your life right now. I know that it leaves you empty are paralyzed -- and it feels like it is haunting you wherever you go. But maybe loneliness is an emotion that you are compelled to encounter and understand after all. Maybe it is knocking on your door becaus... » Continue Reading
- 4/11/21 - Today I went pondering , down the broken road , to where we used to lay. You weren't a lover but a distant memory , more like a friend. I looked over at the log by the river , I sat down just like I did almost a year prior, while you shouted in my fragile face. I snapped out of my memory and back into my reality. Sitting there while my parents had no clue what was going on in my head,... » Continue Reading
I have onism everyday when I awake in different places. I feel like everywhere I go i'm solivagant; It gets very lonely and i'm often at despair at what to do next. I'm currently working on finding different ways to cope// either with trauma or loss. I'm using this blog as a safe space for me and others. Thankschu xx ^.^ » Continue Reading