Okay so me and the brother are gonna go mall ratting soon but we are at a library waiting for the bus to come so i may aswell write something cause i havent in months... well im 16 now HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME?!?!?!? it was on the 9th of march, i broke up with the person i had mentioned in the blog beforehand, he accused me of some stuff but its all over now. I may get back with someone i was dating b... » Continue Reading
I haven't been okay, i got a new boyfriend but im scared hes not actually in love with me. Why am i scared of that? probably ptsd. i hate that stupid disease of a disorder. its horrible. I just got out of the shower about 20 minutes ago and im in my now clean room right after a meltdown that happened for like 20 minutes till my sister came in. All i want is coffee, a cigarette and a hug and someon... » Continue Reading
with tanooooookis... life has been so rough BUT its getting better i think???? i met some guy and he seems cool, but idk what to do with the guy im "dating" now?? i dont even wanna date him tbh but i feel like i almost have no choice? its just super awkward and weird and i honestly feel uncomfortable being around this guy but the new guy seems so nice and hes kinda cute tbh but his name is fuckin... » Continue Reading
i didnt have a choice, but now i have to go to a stupid art school, the school board said it was the only option so yayyyyy.... anyways, ive been offline because of stupid chores and ive been so busy so im looking to update at least once every 2 weeks. ive drunken half of a slurpee and i already feel sick, i shouldnt have gotten it. this will be short cause gotta catch the bus home but ill update... » Continue Reading
i dont like being on meds, having tics, having dpdr AND drinking pepsi even know pepsi is my favorite drink I JUST WANNA DRINK PEPSI WITHOUT FEELING LIKE IM A ROCKET SHIP!!!!!! i mean this is my second can and im very sensitive to caffeine but I USED TO BE ABLE TO HAVE AN EXTRA LARGE PEPSI SLURPEE AND NOW I CANT!!!! AAGHHH!!! anyways, today i went to the youth centre in my city and ive been workin... » Continue Reading
just transferring images from my coolpix and listening to Silverstein, also changing my layout more often soo if you see it changes a bunch DONT MIND IT!!! » Continue Reading
So hi im back now Whats new? Oh so alot, But you will find out while i do my next blogs Im basically still the same but a bit more mature But yea :) Gonna be much more active here, hope to make sum kool friens!!!! » Continue Reading
I was tryna let out my feelings and I got kicked from a server, like what's your biz man?? I didn't do anything wrong but this stupid poser tried saying i was being a dick, AND SINCE THEY WERE ONE OF THE MODS THEY KICKED ME. They were all posers anyway, expecially the bitch who kicked me off. LIKE WHATD I DOOO??? They all are posers, I found a new server with actual REAL emos. not those demonia an... » Continue Reading
Hello!! Im currently at the Library, warming up!! i just visited my 4th grade teacher, its been so long since ive seen her, its been like 3 years!! (i visited her 3 years ago!) and my brothers off... somewhere? i dont know where hes going, he probably went bus riding somewhere. Ugh, ynow this library reminds me, a few days ago my friend got high for the first time and they » Continue Reading
Hello to the 28 people who ive forced to follow my spacehey account!!! im currently typing out something for my LA class, i really cant wait for christmas, im gonna get osiruses and HOT TOPIC MONEY!!!!! AAAHHHHHHH!!!!!! well, anywayyyyy.. i think im Streber IRL (PLEASE DONT ENABLE IT FFS.) anyways, ill be on my way!!! to the stupid den. (my humble home) I will write another blog when i get back ho... » Continue Reading