welcome to the archive! this is meant to serve as a permanent log for all of the bulletins i've posted regarding my progress on a project in minecraft i'm working on. all future updates will be documented here - 24 / 4 / 22 - » Continue Reading
helou helou ~ welcome to your own personal hell ~ "i feel like painting the walls with something a bit more organic." so here's the sitch' some of you have taken a good long hard look at my profile and not known what the hell i'm on about, and to be completely honest, i know just as much as you do pal but to clear some stuff up, i think i'll officially introduce myself once and for a » Continue Reading
you always start to miss a constant that is no longer there. maybe this wasn't the right life, we'll meet again some day. top of the list toppling down to the bottom bring the fall of our legacy bring the fall of a man top of priorities top king of the hill top toppling cities top wishing for thrill top toppling lists » Continue Reading
i've been looking for something to write for a while now and this came to mind while i was cleaning up a bit so i wrote it down as quick as i could before i forgot it. it's a little different than the depressing stuff i usually write about, and i hope it does someone good even if just in a small amount as someone who loves everyone, you find a lot that don't. there are those who simply can't, and ... » Continue Reading
haven't written in a while, i should start again. made a pretty old mess of me such a big old wreck no one else can see just a pretty old mess of me what a gorgeous mess built just for me and it just grows beyond my bounds and digs its roots deep in the ground keeps growing on, going on » Continue Reading
i'm not okay. not at all. years spent of my life always uncertain of what's even hurting of lacking a purpose i realise i'm just hollow just a hollow body i have nobody it's truth hard to swallow it's how i was born and it's how i will die » Continue Reading
wow i haven't written anything in a while like this, but fuuuuuuuck i am not feeling awesome. i'm 100% probably overreacting right now but god i'm in a lot of pain silent but louder than anything an inaccurate reflection looking back at once was trying not to compare it to new love those broken shards can loo » Continue Reading
i want to go back to the way i was before all the heartbreak the way i was before never staying in one place to the way i was before a smile always on my face but i'll never get back all those old bittersweet days i truly won't, that i'm sure i » Continue Reading
last night, i had this bad dream woke up shaky and nervous can't find out what it means could be anybody's guess it was dark and late at night everyone has gone to bed but i stayed up, alright bad things stuck up in my head i dreamt i was alone i dreamt the wor » Continue Reading
this one's been on the backburner for a while, i'd been feeling too good to post something so down. emphasis on the past tense think i've been cursed cause nothing goes right oh love, it's all the worst see if i make it through the night got this thing in my head drags me down, filled with dread know you've got it to » Continue Reading
i love you, mama. been a long time waiting gaze upwards to the sky spent so long hating never had a good reason why i still don't know who i am or who to live for but from here, i go on a search for something more » Continue Reading
wow another poem about my problems so cool right guys. ugh 1 month ago, wanted lights out 1 month ago, filled with doubt 1 month ago, in my room alone 1 month ago, time spent at home 1 month ago, out of my mind 1 month ago, in sadness i was blind 1 month ago, heart shattered 1 month ago, nothing mattered / » Continue Reading