In my last post I talked about how I thought my depressive episode was over. LOL it wasn't, it also didn't help that I got vaccinated. It's for a good cause for sure! don't get me wrong. But boy did it kick my ASS. laying in bed the first three day and today I just feel like I'm draggin on. I'm usually very sensitive to caffeine but here I am at 5pm drinking my 3rd coffee just to try and stay awak... » Continue Reading
Didn't really do much today, just scrolled on tik tok and laid with the dogs. i made dinner but messed up the Tofu :( anyway thats it for today » Continue Reading
First day of spring break. WOO! yesterday was okay ad then my stepdad helped me mount my tv to my wall.... then he broke the screen. Mew TV who? New TV me! Today i was hit with a burst of inspiration and set up the shelves in my room with how i want them to look. Added all my Geegaa's to them and make it look super cute. I got to clean off the book shelves in the next few days so when my stepda... » Continue Reading
today was a weird day. I woke up around 5am and did some chores until I fell back asleep around 10am again. woke up at 2 and just felt weird . Does that make any sense? I drank water thinking maybe I was dehydrated but that did nothing, smoke a cig to see if it was that. no ate some food. made me feel WORSE. I feel like I've gotten to the point in my life shift were i feel out of place? my dreams ... » Continue Reading