3-8-21

yesterday was okay ad then my stepdad helped me mount my tv to my wall.... then he broke the screen. Mew TV who? New TV me! 

Today i was hit with a burst of inspiration and set up the shelves in my room with how i want them to look. Added all my Geegaa's to them and make it look super cute. I got to clean off the book shelves in the next few days so when my stepdad asks if I'm ready to move it out of my room I can say yeah and get it done right away. after the bookshelves are gone its time for curtains :) I hope getting this room together will help me maintain my mental health. I've been on a steady median for a while. some small ups and downs but nothing that lasts. I did get some paranoid thought the other day but I was able to tune them out and get some sleep. 

OH! I'm also the first one in my household to get approved for the vaccine. I do hope this pandemic ends soon, I know its never going away per say but at least to the level we have the flu at now. I never thought I would say this, but I miss people. I was so excited to go into Quarantine and never have to leave the house for anything but getting my medications but after a year of seeing the same 2 faces every day I have grown tired of it. I also miss making money, I might try and find some ways to make money from home while in school so that I can at least treat myself so some stuff like decorations for my room. 

speaking of school I do have to take my midterm this week since a snowstorm a couple weeks back caused us to miss school for a week. Bleh, I'm a little nervous because though it is a history class my professor likes us to share our own thoughts on past events. I am bad with my words and tend to over explain or under explain what I mean. 

Hears to hoping for another good day tomorrow :D