I've been living in this apartment for nearly a full year. And what has it given me, other than shelter? Privacy and warmth, but above all else, loneliness. It was always my dream, my hope - to move to the city where my workplace is, to be away from my parents, to manage my own life. And now- almost a year later, I feel like I have failed it all. Yes, I am close to my workplace. But at the same t... » Continue Reading
I do not even know how to start this entry. I have no direct way to begin this other than, well This earth has nothing to offer for me anymore. » Continue Reading
So after three weeks, lots of procrastinating, pauses by depression, work or otherwise, I finally finished making a new video, on WatchDogs Legion's DLC, Bloodline. I got almost all the footage and everything like, a month ago, but only now with the editing and all I got it done. But I can't say I feel relief or anything, joy or whatever, that this video is done. I feel like this vid won't make it... » Continue Reading
I do not usually consider blogging... But when faced with a social media platform that does not focus on ruining your day with talking about NFTs, petty bullshit and daily mass murder - when such a platform pops up, who would say no? I mean I guess Twitter could have its upsides, but there are so many crap downsides that make looking at Twitter more a chore... so when I learned about SpaceHey toni... » Continue Reading