"adjusting 😭"
23, lesbian emo musician, 我住在美国。
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i'm living my new life in my city! i finally have my own place and i feel so many emotions. my anxiety and ocd are really bad but i did get a job! apparently i'm doing a good job there. i'm just trying to heal, really. too much, so much has happened. but i'm really strong. i just listen to rock music to make me feel more confident. » Continue Reading
Category: Blogging
i'm just trying to make it through. i got some blankets for my apartment today and i'm trying to make this all work out. the fact of the matter is i never have to be called a crazy bitch by him ever again. halestorm is releasing a new album in may! i'm so excited. it feels like forever away. they're my favorite band along with mcr and nirvana and paramore. lzzy was so nice to me when i met her as ... » Continue Reading
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this time next month i should be living in my own place in my favorite city! i got a job and have been working and will get some help from family. i just want to move forward in my life. i have to be careful what i post on the internet because he stalks me. i wish i could celebrate this life change publicly but he uses my posts to try to prove i'm insane, and he has his family harass me. i worry. ... » Continue Reading
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honestly i was told my entire childhood that i was too crazy, too insane and lazy and hysterical to ever hold a job or succeed without help. i needed to be handled. but since i cut you out of my life i've graduated college, turned a year older, got a job in a field you mocked, and am getting ready to move into my own apartment. you can keep terrorizing your child bride in all the same ways you ter... » Continue Reading
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i am still conquering the need to protect you. the way you taught me to cry with hands clasped over my mouth and bruises on my cheeks— the spac » Continue Reading
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at some point i just got tired of making myself miserable, of making myself mad. you can live your whole life not letting yourself do the things that make you happy. it's really easy to be too scared to do brave things. but i'm an adult now and i can do things i was told i couldn't. after being called incapable my entire life, i believed it. but i can do anything they can do, and i can do it witho... » Continue Reading
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he keeps harrassing and stalking me against court orders but they won't give me a restraining order unless he "does something." if you watch and listen to true crime like me, that is not surprising. why do they want us to be murdered before they can admit there's a problem? he told our entire family and my doctors that i'm a "dangerous satanist who wants to kill myself and others" and tried to get... » Continue Reading
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so i graduated college and i've been talking with a few employers, for anyone who was wondering. my whole life my parents told me i couldn't do anything on my own, that i was too lazy and insane. guys, if anyone ever says that to you— ESPECIALLY a parent— just know that they're tiny little idiot assholes. you CAN do it. (i especially don't think a convicted felon who pays thirty year olds to date ... » Continue Reading
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Flower in my chest You’ve got me gasping for breath You’ve got me choking to death My love You clutched at my hand » Continue Reading
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Category: Writing and Poetry
when i was a child my father pressed the base of the cooking oil can against his shirt. it left a circle that he didn’t notice. he ruined five shirts this way. it was all circles, and do you know who he blamed? » Continue Reading
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i should be officially graduated tomorrow! i really had to harass my school to give me the degree i earned. kids, colleges Do Not Care that you had a mental breakdown. so why should you care about their bureaucratic power plays, really? go to college if you want to, if you have to, but do not value their approval over your own safety. anyway, i'm excited to apply to jobs tomorrow. i feel good abou... » Continue Reading
Category: Writing and Poetry
you told me i wrote like sexton. i was barefoot in the middle of the psych ward, cutting off my hair with a plastic fork, & you wanted to talk about poetry. fine. is it before or after i choke myself on monoxide that you expect me to fulfill your tragic fantasies? shall i go from model to nembutal to funeral, building on my back the mythos you seek to claim? » Continue Reading
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