"adjusting 😭"
23, lesbian emo musician, 我住在美国。
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i try to be so optimistic but my abuser is so horrible and infuriating. i get so angry and i hate the way that feels. i can't put up with this anymore but my school is being slow with my diploma. i'm not the kind of person who takes out anger physically on their abusers. (TW SH) i take it out on myself. i don't wanna do that because it solves nothing. i'm sick of being abused. i hate that people t... » Continue Reading
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sometimes i really feel like i did come from the moon, like the song says. maybe that's why i was always obsessed with sailor moon. the idea that i don't fit in for a grand reason was always so appealing. but there are some people i've met at art school and writing school who don't fit in either. are we all from the moon? should we make our own kingdom? » Continue Reading
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i can't live with my abuser anymore. i'm not strong enough to keep from freaking out on them, and that risks my personal safety. send good energy and hope that my school confirms my diploma so i can GET OUT! » Continue Reading
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你好我的朋友！ (hello my friends!) i practice my mandarin any chance i can get. i always admired the language and even though people got confused when i started learning the language (i am 意大利人, italian), i'm really proud of how far i've come. i can say the most important thing: 对不起，我也是美国人！(i'm sorry, i'm also american XD). the song i stole my entry title from means the world to me. it's about losing a l... » Continue Reading
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being trapped with an abuser is the worst feeling in the world. because people always try to make it your fault. the plague has left so many of us financially and physically unable to get away from our abusers. this is not our fault. i hope we can all get away. » Continue Reading
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everyone's all "just leave" but the second you need help doing that it's a different story. if i could just leave don't you think i would have i want to be like an anime character with no family and feelings blocked so bad i forget i even have them » Continue Reading
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today is my birthday and i am sitting in bed feeling guilty over ocd thoughts, obsessions and compulsions that try to tell me things about myself that aren't true. anyone else with ocd on here? it's not cute. but we are not the things the disorder threatens we are. » Continue Reading
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i always liked lexus amanda, even when it was the thing to hate her. she's got a great voice and she's smart and beautiful. i still listen to her music all the time » Continue Reading
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sometimes i wake up in the middle of the day when i've been conscious for hours. i know i don't remember anything. it's called dissociation, but i like to call it zombie time. » Continue Reading
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i'm so tired of pretending that a new year changes everything. i've learned that you've got to really fight for positive change in your life and no amount of champagne and wishes on falling stars will save you stay safe and keep running » Continue Reading
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the sadness isn't even the worst part. take me back to when i had control » Continue Reading
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