I love everyone but sometimes I feel like everything I say gets nothing even though I constantly fill spaces after what everyone else says, reacting or laughing or showing in some way that I care about what they say. I feel like I either get cut off or it's just awkward silence after I speak. It really pisses me off sometimes. At least I know I'm a good listener, I just hate when people talk my ea... » Continue Reading
The days are going by so fast I don't even know whats going on anymore. It's like one second I'm with a friend or at the mall and the next I'm at my desk in my room. It scares me. I've had some form of dissociation disorder since the day I became concious and it has never went away, it just rises and lowers in waves. Its especially worse when closing my eyes for more than a few seconds. It scares... » Continue Reading
Happy pride month!! Thank you to important figures who helped progress the rights for LGBTQ+ people :-), I think we take for granted how truly lucky we are for people who have taken the time and the chance to speak their mind, protest or try to change what is 'written' in our society. People like Marsha P Johnson, Sylvia Rivera, Harvey Milk, Audre Lorde, Michael Dillon, Wendy Carlos, Elliot Page, ... » Continue Reading
Went out 4 breakfast with my grandma this morning :-) I got pancakes and peameal bacon she got toast and peameal bacon. I am (hopefully) meeting my friend at 3. Trying to work on my art. I have photo ideas but I need to get my sister as a focal point but shes sick :-(. Signing off 4 now - pianotiles » Continue Reading
Bedazzled my phone 2night while watching Wallace and Gromit :-)!Got some stuff 2day, books, a keychain and stuff to decorate my phone. I'm so happy with it :-D!! Signing off, goodnight or evening or morning, - awesomesauce » Continue Reading
2day I watched ATHF cuz I put half the first season on a dvd and then I painted for a bit. Then I went and took photos of my dog. She is so mean to me sometimes but I love her so dearly and she has such tired eyes and it hurts to think about how old shes getting. My dog I'm going to the mall with my cousins soon so that'll be fun :P. signin » Continue Reading
Need to somehow colour my flip phone cuz its just dull black :P, and there arent rlly any cases that fit it. Probably stickers or something, idk. Zoloft and Vyvanse mix is so weird. Can't stop clenching my jaw and shaking every morning. This reminds me to take my zoloft... Ughhh everything is so much - Whatevs. signing off 4 2night » Continue Reading
Its the end of the day and theres so many (serious) conversations I need to have... [that I have yet to have :-( ] 2Day me and my sister got breakfast. I got pancakes and bacon and she got crepes and toast and my pancakes were smaller than they used to so i wonder if I pissed someone off or they just do that now and I am such a cheap asshole and spent $26 on breakfast (just on myself) and ughhhh. ... » Continue Reading
For years I've identified only as a dude but my gender really isn't that strict. Some days I wanna only be a boy and some I only wanna be a girl and some I don't care I just wanna exist without question. I don't know how to tell my friends and family, I've come out 3 times in my life already so it should be easy?? But it feels so difficult still. ON TOP of that I think I only like girls. I identif... » Continue Reading
Wazzup!! Going to try to apply for university 2day (I am hella late 0_0...), then I might try to find hair clips l8r. Hit the bong at the end of the day?? Who knows xd. » Continue Reading