Skippable intro: Ok i know im not talking to anyone when i post these blogs but it's been a while since i posted one and i feel bad. also don't mind today's blog title. I wrote this one on the topic of queer youth and my experience growing up in a space where I didn't feel safe to be myself. I was born in an area of Los Angeles that was, at the time, predominantly queer, but my parents deemed it ... » Continue Reading
Hey guys i'm back from winter break. I hope ur holidays were awesome too. Srry for the prolonged hiatus. Cold [poem I wrote a long time ago when I was feeling things] I was cold when you lent me your sweater for the first time, Cold enough to put my hands under your coat, And feel the crackling of your heart like the crinkly crumpling of little notes Or like a million tiny fireflies buzzing with e... » Continue Reading
ca·lam·i·ty There's so much about us that shouldn’t work. One side of your mouth tilts upward and my left eyelid is slightly lower than the other. Your toothbrush has sharp bitemarks and mine’s bristles are grinded to a curl. When I put my head on the table you think I'm being funny. When you laughed I thought that you wanted me to call you that name. You worship tan lines and I wear all black to ... » Continue Reading
Gloucester vengeance/ train of thought At 4:30, I'll be gone. So then you can rejoice. I'll be back before you awake, and you’ll be gone before my five consecutive alarms go off at eight. Then you’ll mysteriously reappear at 2. With Chipotle, none for me. My stomach will be growling but I won’t get up because I don’t want you to see me with the covers off. Then you’ll leave again with nothing but ... » Continue Reading
I going to start uploading my writing to this account under my blogs, since I feel like this is a calm and semi-personal place to do that. I've been writing creatively in my free time since middle school (no, i'm definitely not sharing THAT), and have been going in and out of my hobby for the last few years. The only thing i've managed to crank out in my free time is the occasional poem or song. N... » Continue Reading