Skippable intro:
Ok i know im not talking to anyone when i post these blogs but it's been a while since i posted one and i feel bad. also don't mind today's blog title.
I wrote this one on the topic of queer youth and my experience growing up in a space where I didn't feel safe to be myself. I was born in an area of Los Angeles that was, at the time, predominantly queer, but my parents deemed it too unsafe and we moved to a more conservative area. I didn't feel much safer, though, because as a queer teenager in the heterosexual world I was raised in, I felt like an outcast. And so I went back to my birthplace as a late teen to visit and I felt robbed of a crucial experience, one of feeling accepted and understood, that was instead replaced with shame, endless bargaining, and self-hatred.
i think i'm gonna make it into a song soon so idk stay tuned for that??
Cigarettes on the ground on Ventura Boulevard
Born in silverlake
A world of babes
Rented a condo by the lake
The token straights
And you don’t have to see this side of it
We’ll make it fit
Tomorrow we’ll leave this place
And so then you’ll be safe
Is there a reason you only write sad songs
Roots ripped from the soil you belong
It’s a love you’ve never known before
So take off, to a garden that will worship you more
Crack me out of my suppressed shell
Don’t talk just do
Take me to your room
Take me to a different kind of hell
With a stroke of your thumb you’ve finally
Lit the votive in my heart
(All my life) I’ve been devoted to a sea
That kept me under, and you set me free
Is there a reason you only write sad songs
Roots ripped from the soil you belong
It’s a love you’ve never known before
So take off, to a garden that will worship you more
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