shit i forgot this website existed. its been a really hard two weeks. i got rejected from my dream school (again) (i literally took a gap year to see if they would reconsider), i was rejected from a really cool show that i auditioned for and i was really excited for it cause they even gave me a callback, my dog was put down, and ive been exhausted for so long its hard to remember what its like to ... » Continue Reading
Today i recieved my sixth college rejection letter. i graduated high school in may of 2021; last year i applied to seven schools and was only accepted to two. One is the one that i already took classes at during high school and i applied to the other as a joke and wrote the essay in 15 minutes. The other five schools were the highly competitive ones that had dreamed of going to all of high school.... » Continue Reading
i went to work but then google calendar reminded me i had a dentist appointment??? wtf i dont even remember scheduling that, so i told my manager and went to the appointment on my lunch break but then it was a filling for a cavity?!?!?? what the hell other than that it was a good day, this one guy at work keeps flirting with me and its making me uncomfortable but he put his two weeks in so thats g... » Continue Reading
good evening its fuckin thursday. i have a crush on a boy. fuck. fuckkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkk i was supposed to go on a 'guy-et' (like a diet but for men) and i was gonna try to date a woman cause they are so much better and tbh boobies are awesome. women are kind and beautiful and have love in their hands. but this boy. he makes the most beautiful music and hes understanding and he intentionally listen... » Continue Reading
its fuckin wednesday and i didnt really become conscious today until 3pm one of those days huh im warming up and getting ready for an audition that im really excited to do and i really hope i get the part i want. the only reason it would be sad to get the part i want is because id have to miss my friends concert in february and its insane that he gets to play at this venue but like hes super tale... » Continue Reading