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it's been a difficult month. i moved out on april 17th. my landlord died, and now we've been given 30 days to get out again. my brother is planning to drive down to texas, so it's up to my mom and myself to move. i don't know how we're going to do it. i'm so weak, the last move left me fatigued for days after i barely did anything. i get so tired so easily and it's frustrating. today has been the ... » Continue Reading
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at 3am last night i painted a nice landscape, a field full of dandelions. the funny thing is that i always hated dandelions because of how they look when the seeds have fallen off. but i really enjoyed the painting. i've been fixated on them recently. anyway, i had a good time today and yesterday but i crumble the second that i'm on my own. i can't stand letting other people see me in vulnerable s... » Continue Reading
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i beat the everloving shit out of my depression and found the will to go visit a friend, hooray that's really all there is to say on the matter » Continue Reading
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my mom got offered a really good position at a job that she left a long time ago because of the circumstances, but it's so far away. i really hope that i don't have to move again. she's saying that i won't have to, but life is so uncertain, i don't know where i'll end up. i had a weird dream last night. it makes me feel like i'm remembering things i'm not supposed to remember. the landscape is so ... » Continue Reading
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yeah i just woke up an hour ago. after midnight. so my sleep schedule is about to get extra fun. feels like all i do these days is sleep tbh » Continue Reading
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yeah i bought a stuffed gnome for 8 dollars in hopes that it would bring me good luck or maybe some extra serotonin. i'm still depressed. i got some good food today and i was able to eat a lot more than i thought, but i still felt sick after eating less than half of it. i am pretty bad at functioning as a human person in general i think. » Continue Reading
Category: Life
definitely not what this website is for. but maybe i'll start writing life update things here. it's a lesser known platform so it's like, only people i trust are gonna have access to it yakno. i'll keep it public because i'm not immune to the desire to be heard. besides, it'll probably help with my shit memory if i decide to actually stick to it which is a 50/50 chance pffffff. my brother got a ne... » Continue Reading
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