Hi everyone, I wanna put another call out here for people who might be interested in making a zine. For the friends who already replied to my earlier bulletin, I wrote your names down so I don't forget! For those who don't know what a zine is, it's a homemade art book that is at minimum around 8 pages. It is usually made in a printable format so that you can hand it out to anyone, but a lot of peo... » Continue Reading
Wonderful and awful all at the same time. Moved in with the love of my life and destroyed it all in the same year. At the end of things now, this year has been another of me doing the same things to myself, regardless of how far I think I have made it, I am still sabotaging and living in fear. We must change. We've been saying this for five years now. When will we really change? i hope it is soon. » Continue Reading
Today's song: MTV by Ray Bull Favorite lyric: "i never knew how to use the words so i use em all until it hurts" hi everyone, i'm back, it's been a pretty rough week with the holidays so i stalled on the daily song. i think i'll be doing it just whenever i feel like it. meanwhile i've made some pretty cool art pieces: » Continue Reading
Today's song: The Will To Death by John Frusciante Favorite lyric: " The will to death is what keeps me alive It's one step away... step away." I've been trying to keep taking walks and today I saw some deer. They stared at me intensely as I walked past. Instead of taking a quiet walk today I listened to some music during it and it was nice, but I think I prefer » Continue Reading
Today's song: Fist by Miya Folick Favorite lyrics: "I punch myself in the face with my own little fist, then I collapse into you." this song is just. painfully accurate to how i am. yeah. anyway. here's a piece of art i did today too » Continue Reading
Today's song: Know By Now by Ray Bull Favorite lyric: "I'm here but I cannot see, I'll stand with you next to me." Love this song because of the two singers going back and forth like a conversation. Reminds me of the clashing voices in my head, strangely comforting. » Continue Reading
Today's song: Uninvitation by Deko Favorite lyric: "Showed up to the party, but I didn't get invited." Well can you tell by the song that I'm home alone again? I can only blame myself for that. Next week is going to be so hard. I'm going to most likely be alone during the holidays and I shouldn't feel so much pity for myself. I did this to myself, but I just wish. I wish. My birthday » Continue Reading
Today's song: Darker Emptier Simpler by Zheani Favorite lyric: "They muddy the water to make it seem deeper" I don't really have anything to say today. Been feeling like I want to disappear. » Continue Reading
Today's song: Doubts by Jazmin Bean Favorite line: "Do you like me now, my head is a knife!" Jazmin Bean is such an important artist to us, their music has gotten me through so much. I saw them live two years ago. This technically isn't an official song, it's a demo that they released to their fans a while back. I wish this one made the cut for their newest album. I'm trying to not b » Continue Reading
Today's Song: Victim of My Mind by Elliot Lee Favorite Lyric: "Take me to the person who I was before Was it an illusion? Am I on my own?" I'm not really feeling up to writing a full blog post today. Take care of yourselves, I hopefully I'll be feeling better soon. » Continue Reading
Today's Song: Little Acts of Violence by Ray Bull Favorite lyric: " Do you like it when I talk back baby? All up inside of him the rage can't save me" Hi everyone, it's hard for me to want to make a blog today but I want to stick to my daily song. It's at least something for me to do when I don't feel like doing anything. This song is important to me beca » Continue Reading
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