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Today's song: Curse of Human Consciousness by zero435
No lyrics for this one!
Been obsessed with this song recently. Really feels like how I've been feeling.
It was my birthday two days ago. I spent most of the day crying, and the other parts trying to enjoy it as much as I could, but my life has never been so awful. Reality of everything has been setting in really hard the past few weeks, and I don't know where life will lead me anymore. I'm scared, I can't see the future, and my heart is utterly broken. I haven't been able to make art, I am just too exhausted, and I want to leave life behind and live a whole world in my head for the rest of my days. I am not sure how long I will continue to be on this platform. But I will try to make updates every once and a while. I am lonely, but I cannot find a reason for anyone to want to be around me.
Thanks for listening to my rambles, whoever reads this. I hope you hold peace in your life right now.
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Skylar
*hugs* You're doing the best you can. Life isn't always going to be terrible; it will change with time. Maybe you can try to get out of the house more by taking a class or volunteering. Maybe you can start making YouTube videos. If you just need time to rest, that's OK too.
Whatever you decide to do, we will still be here to support you
Thank you. I don't have much options in transportation so right now I'm kind of stuck at home. Trying to take walks to get out of the house and such, but I'm pretty exhausted all the time. I appreciate your kindness.
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I don't have a car right now either. It's OK though. You will figure it out one day at a time. Don't be afraid to ask for help
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4ell4ound
happy belated birthday! i wish it had been a better one for you. this too shall pass, in time. let yourself rest and know that you have people here who are rooting for you.
Thank you. It is nice to know that I have anyone in my corner. I'm trying to rest, but rest brings time to ruminate. Thank you for the birthday wishes.
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