hey chat XDD i remade my spacehey account bcz im bored. uhm yeah heres a intro ig. Name:nicole (nickname, i don't use my real name) age:16! gender:fem + xenogenders which fluctuate with my identity » Continue Reading
I fucking LOVE when i remember how desperate people will get when they're attracted to you. It really goes to show how much power someone who is percieved as "pretty" holds. So what if i abuse it? The world we live in is full of stupid naive people why not make the most out of it? » Continue Reading
Decided im gonna play nice for now since my impulsive decisions have now landed me in a spot where EVERYONE is upset at me which means im doing wrong i think 😭‼️ I need to rebuild my reputation fr » Continue Reading
Ptsd isn't just Vietnam-esque flashbacks, its also feeling constantly stuck in the past. spinning in circles that will never end because they all lead to where they started. Its being unable to look at your father with the love and trust that you used to because you know you'll end up hurt again. Its watching everyone move on while you remain in survival mode. Its your emotions shutting off becaus... » Continue Reading
apparently destroying that book somehow upset my sister?? like what?? it doesn't even effect you?? it was mean't to upset my DAD and my DAD only?? god other peoples emotions rlly confuse me.. » Continue Reading
GOD THAT FELT SO FUCKING GOOD THE WAY HE CRIED OVER THE BOOK!! Omgomg!! the way he said it felt like a threat ‼️🙏 mission accomplished yo, i asserted my dominance » Continue Reading
Just destroyed a book my dad got me as a way to buy my forgiveness. I didn't even like it anyways. I couldn't even look at it. It was some Egyptian mythology book, which im not even interested in btw- hell, if he hadn't FORGOTTEN every good detail about me he MAY just remember any fish/marine book would be more interesting then that. But no, he's worse then that. He still lives in some delusional... » Continue Reading
GOD I HATE MY DAD FUCK BECAUSE FYM "You're supposed to respect and listen to me always because thats how a family is!" ? FAMILY IS SUPPOSED TO BE LIKE THOSE HAPPY SAPPY MOVIEZ ABOUT HOW MUCH THE FAMILY LOVES EACH OTHER!! not us PRETENDING like nothing is wrong and we love you so we don't risk you getting angry and treating us like shit! GOD!! i started working with lilith lately and omg i worship... » Continue Reading
I think i've been rapid switching bcz uhm WHAT THE FUCK HAPPEBED TODAY?? Why are there like 4 ppl out?? Why do you guys keep leaving and going?? Anywaya im playing roblox » Continue Reading
lately since starting my work with lilith, i've been seeing various variations of "3" everywhere. i asked her if it was my lucky number and she said yes. i love this side of witchcraft » Continue Reading