well well well... its been a while! today was alright ig. i had two tests today which SUCKED. i got to go straight to my grandmas after school to make bread for a school project. i made honey challah bread. it smells really good. other than that ive been CATCHING up on school work thats way overdue. im really tired rn, but ive got one day til break and no time to lose. see you guys later. ill be b... » Continue Reading
girly teenage dreams set to lana, melanie, marina in americana diners and highschool football games instead of all the fun im sitting all alone in my room with little friends all stored in my phone other friends are fake whether real or fantasy they may not know me but i know them this is sad, a girl by herself but for now im feeling fine hopefully less l » Continue Reading
as the days go on i feel im growing older days turn to weeks, weeks turn to months, etc. etc. i feel im growing 9 years in 9 days it also feels like i havent aged at all since 12 im tired im so tired i miss the way it was ill try as hard as possible to no appeal i think of giving up most days the line 'havent i given enough' rings through my head most days i feel my days are coming to an end in o » Continue Reading
today was pretty good. i went out and set up an event for work and it was pretty quick so that was good. my old schools winter formal was last night so i dug up pictures from last years winter formal and sent them to my friends back home. caught up with a few today so that was nice especially since i havent seen most of them since april. i miss my friends back home. my parents were fighting again.... » Continue Reading
hey, sorry ive been inactive lately, lifes been on my ass lately. today was chill tho. i got my nails done so that was chill. i also went shopping today. only got a few things tho. i ended up getting a batman tee, a skirt, and a danger days vinyl. i also got a present for my little cousin. its a new twyla monster high doll. i went to urban outfitters for the first time too. i deadass might apply f... » Continue Reading
today was alright. i actually got a few things done today, so take that depression. rn im doing math homework, tbh i dont really wanna do it. other than that school was fine. i finally got to watching edge of seventeen [THE 90S ONE, THE 2016 ONE CAN SUCK A DICK] overall pretty good flick, would watch again. it was kinda sad but highly recommend. XOXO, zero » Continue Reading
today was mid. today started fine, i got to stay home from school to recharge from my long ass weekend. then after a while my mom called me and started bitching to me and then about me. tbh i feel like a failure when im around her these days. i feel like a failure to my entire family. these days the lines "havent i given enough?" ring through m head on a near constant basis. i cant do this anymore... » Continue Reading
today sucked balls. in first hour at school today a kid passed out and had a seizure. shit was scary. then in 3rd hour today i was just complaining about school [as one does] and my friend who is literally the calmest, sweetest person on the planet just says 'i dont wanna fucking hear it.' LIKE DUDE. tbf dude had someone projectile vomit on his binder so i cant really blame him. i did however catc... » Continue Reading
deadass so tired. i have so much fucking work to catch up on and here i am blogging. i wrote some poetry last night. i have so much work to do. pete wentz is a god of a writer. taking back sunday has been my soundtrack. well see if i show tomorrow. XOXO, zero » Continue Reading
oml this was the loooooooooooooongest weekend of my life. it deadass feels like ive been gone for a month. im so tired and i have so much work. i didnt have caffeine today so i have a wicked head ache. i plan on dressing down tomorrow after days of dressing formally. anyway model un was the time of my life but also the longest 3 days of my entire life. XOXO, zero » Continue Reading
ok so today was weird. i got up did school. then i went to my model un conference. its been pretty fun so far. am very tired tho. not much to say about today. aight peace. XOXO, zero » Continue Reading
today was yet another sub par day. i had to go to school an hour early to retake a test i failed. i also had to take an ap history test. i don't feel confident in either lmao. im about to go outta town for model un. ill be out until saturday. guess youll get some fun model un updates. otherwise boring ass day » Continue Reading