havent i given enough?

as the days go on i feel im growing older

days turn to weeks, weeks turn to months, etc. etc.

i feel im growing 9 years in 9 days

it also feels like i havent aged at all since 12

im tired

im so tired

i miss the way it was

ill try as hard as possible to no appeal

i think of giving up most days

the line 'havent i given enough' rings through my head most days

i feel my days are coming to an end

in only 16 years