song: intravenous artist: cathrine wheel album: nowhere soundtrack year: 1997 reason why i like it: its kinda grungy. i heard it on tik tok a while back and the chorus just stuck with me a lot. the sound of it was really what i was vibing with a few weeks ago. idk i was just vibing with it. reason why i think youll like it: if youre into something heavier but not quite at the level of grunge itll ... » Continue Reading
hey its been a minute. just got done with finals week! it fucking sucked! i cried for the first time in a decade at school bc of my math final. to say the least the new semester has been a fucking blessing. i kinda sorta have a crush on the same girl ive had a crush on and off for like 6 months again. idk maybe ill ask her out one of these days. i think were gonna have a sleepover with our friend... » Continue Reading
they say your head is a place of solitude a place to be alone but those people still haunt me no matter the extents of an exorcism i try to let them go to leave them in my past but i just cant shake them theyre a part of me i must accept that they may be a rotting sore on my past or a person i loved dearly with only ugly in their heart i dont think of them most days just faded m » Continue Reading
heyyyy first post of 2023. tbh lifes kinda sucked this new year. schools been on my ass. its depressing me. me and my cousin wanna have a spa day next weekend. oh fuck i just remembered im not here next weekend. whatever. i still hate my job. my new years resolution is to quit my job and find a new one. i have a few others but thats the big one. life sucks. i hate school so much. exams are in two ... » Continue Reading
so... the years almost over. the end of my year thus far has been quite boring. i went driving on the highway for the first time in months. didnt do too bad. i went to walmart and got coffee with my dad and then i drove to work. i think i had my longest shift ever. i dont work too often bc my bosses let me be flexible with my schedule but ive picked up a few more hours delivering. i just cleaned m... » Continue Reading
its been almost a year the times flown so quick i look diffrent i feel diffrent man times turning fast i talk to old friends every now and again i miss the way it was but itll never be that again my old friends never talk the friend groups disbanded they went their separate ways and by this time its all ended im their last leaving link to what once was » Continue Reading
somedays i stand against the wall and pretend i dont exist other days i feel my friends do the same i often feel ignored no matter how loud i become i will always remain silent i may aswell be a ghost i often dont exist i scare others to whom im unknown im missed by those who do one day ill die ill be forgotten soon ill become a real ghost and maybe ill become immortal » Continue Reading
well its xmas already! up here in michigan its been snowing pretty much non-stop for 3 days straight so we got a white xmas up here. i got a METRIC FUCK TON of presents this year. myfavorites were my strangecvlt pastel creepers and my monster high hoodie. i also got a ton of other sick shit like a record player, some vinyls, and a 6 pack of monster high dolls. i got a ton of clothes too, like i go... » Continue Reading
HOLY FUCK TODAY WAS A GOD DAMN DAY HOLY SHIT!!!!!!!!!!!!!! so today started with me being worried about my aunt because she had her boys [THOSE FUCKERS CAME 2 MONTHS EARLY] yesterday and her body did not take the surgery well and she had to have ANOTHER surgery to stop the bleeding. [shes in recovery and the boys are fine.] other than that i did my laundry and my cousin came over and we have lunch... » Continue Reading
today was pretty rad. i spent the whole day going shopping with my mom and grandpa. we went out to an outlet mall so my grandpa could finish up his xmas shopping (spoilers: he didnt buy any presents lol.) we went to world market which was swag bc they have rlly good microwave ramen and pho. my mom also took us out to lunch at my favorite restaurant up here. me and my mom watched muppet xmas movies... » Continue Reading
hey im finally back for a bit! today was pretty good! i got up at 7am to my dog barking which sucked, but then i went to bed and watched tik tok til 2pm. then my dad got mcdonalds so i finally got out of bed. i was supposed to go to a painting party with my mom tonite, but that fell through bc everyone is sick rn. we went shopping out in lansing instead and that was pretty swag. i ended up just bu... » Continue Reading